.The Reverse

Holiday just started, just 5 days . I will be really busy, not a really nice holiday but quite interesting. I will be in BM from 2nd to 5th and in school for the camp from 7th to 9th. @@~ Trying to watch PK, but the youtube wasn't functioning AS IT SHOULD. (stupid ....bla#)~Wan pei, thanks for being my pillow when i am emote.XD Choir Practice ended for the holidays. Finished 5 songs. XD Well done. We will be performing on HAC~~can't wait. ^^~ Went for my Erhu class. Got out of the car, i saw my teacher's sister playing with Pipa, then i went and get ready, i sat down, about to play when i heard someone scolding...it was my teacher, scolding his sister for snapping the string for the second time today. He was so frustrated that he asked me wether i broke my string before, i said twice during tuning. He said, that's acceptable.." at least it wasn;t in the same day, i don;t know what the hell is she playing, when playing erhu , she also break it may times, i don;t rea...

Back again. Went for the "zhong kai" competition at Fa Yu Library. I was late, but still not at all very late..(==) Fish couldn't make it, so I was there alone. Mum asked me if I was going to be a stranger there, but before I could answer her yes, I saw the familiar plate number. So I said, " No, xxx is there, he came too" Honestly, I was a bad girl on my way there, note that I wrote WAS. I thought nobody would be there, and that xxx will not be there, he wont participate in that kind of low-class competition. So I was abit surprised. I registered myself, he still haven't enter. So I went upstairs and get ready. I was sitting next to my old junior in SMKK, and we started talking, and she said " you know, we still teased the both of in school." I knew…since ages. == I could have say "so immature!" But I kept that to myself. Then I answered her : "yeah, I don't know what's so interesting about him…" Then :" Owh, his h...

Finished my exam yesterday for the first semester. Good. After almost one month of"hard work" and locking myself in the room when every member of my house except me get to watch TV, and missing all my " shanghaitan " and my time for erhu . Finally, it all ended( don't worry...it's still not the end...coming next July, i will replay itself). I can start wrapping my Shiver and Linger . Started reading it, not bad... 15Celsius. Cool. I thought that Maths was going to be really though, i worried all over about it on that day, asking M to teach me transformation and scale drawing..and NOT EVEN ONE COME OUT! (==) lll . BM and English was ok , i didn't memorize a thing at all for the Section C and Dr Jekyll. It came out, and i was just amused and surprise at the same time. Significant event came out, luckily i can remember something about the London street. And for BM, perbandingan watak , that was abit unexpected, PERBANDINGAN , i haven't had it for almo...

518 - The day i screamed the second time because of Xiu 2 519 - The day Pei2 help me to "propose" to Pacak . Totally Flummox and embarrassed .

Blogger was under some maintenance . Some of the comments were deleted :( But never mind, at least some of my post was recovered. XD I reread the Spamming post, abit harsh actually, but never mind. I still kind of like it, though she might came across it. SO? =P Yesterday was Friday , sitting next to her, i didn't talk at all through the whole session, ( I never really talk..) So, it was kind of nice, and, i realized, it was good, i concentrated better, but i do never wanted it to be this way. I was the first person of that row, so i have to pass those papers to her and others, how i hate that part, wish i don't even have to touch HER paper. Ha ha . I could still laugh during the session, so that means, her EFFECT had just left me. She's now just another stranger of the day when i don't know her like the first day i saw her in form 1. Just like what she was, i should have notice the resemblance . Don't worry, i will shake off the mood.

I wish i could just kick you out from my life at this moment. I cannot believe that after this 2 years, you do started to behave like that. I told you, i will apologize if i think i make a mistake. but i am really curious, what's the volume of your heart? I wanted very much to ask you weather i made you angry, weather i can apologize, but whenever i saw your face, your fake-way of reacting with your friends, my friends, i really can't make myself to do it. Maybe i was just too over sensitive. Your way of saying things which are untrue, fake is not once, but more than twice. I wasn't particular about that, just that you seem to have grown better at it. I wanted to tell somebody about it. After the KH session, i wasn't in the mood to talk at all. I wanted to tell someone, anybody who is willing to listen, but the thought that i should not react this way, i should not react the way as you do to my friends made me change my mind. I wanted to shout, talk loudly so that you...

Pacak is finally back today. I saw him at the same old place. Ping was somewhere near, so i joined her with a conversation. XD , just to look at him. During Mandarin, i used the alternate staircase and passed by his class. Nazmah was in his class, he was standing with his friend, who was hugging him at that time near the window. There was two window glass missing, so i was able to look through it, he saw me of course. I had already reached the level where i can look at him for at least 5 seconds without shifting my eyes. Today was about 3 seconds, the corridor was too short. :( Edward is now a 6t h Former. He came back yesterday. I guess he pretended not to see me. But good, i didn't feel a thing, zero- hystericalness . I wasn't sure at first, thinking that he was just back for his SPM cert or some forms to fill in. So, i asked Fish to check weather he was taking the Number 41 bus home. After school ended, i crossed the road to the bus stop. Yes, he was there, so he's...

OK. I didn't get the time to write about Wednesday. PACAK WENT TO BENGKEL FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER!!!!! Haha!!! We were ask by Zaini to do a presentation, so I only saw Mr,JYBL come in and carried on my work. Later, Xiu2 shouted for me, I turned and I saw him, but he was looking this way. So I had to turn back quickly to avoid him seeing my pervertness. XDXD. So I decided to finish my work , and grab the time to look at him from behind. He didn't notice me =P Then later they had to write something. Mr.JYBL borrow a pen from me. Then later he ask me wether Pacak can borrow the pen too. So I said yes. Then later, jia2 told me that, Pacak didn't want to borrow his friend's pen. She AMPHASIZED….HE WANTED TO BORROW MY PEN. So, I was like…. Happy. Un-clam. Then later, HE RETURNED MY PEN IN PERSON!!! WAHAHA!!!. The only thing I don't like is, it was MR.JYBL's Idea.=____= I wasn't able to concentrate during the "pembentangan". Unfortunately, the MR, JYBL MI...

28 April. Weird. I said no, and i hurt you, and yet i don't want you to become a stranger. Ok, i was angry with you that day. You made me do it. I never meant to say those things. She said i have to go thorough the hard-way sometimes, i did it. Just really sorry. 2 May Saw Pacak MANY MANY MANY MANYYYYYYYYYYYYYY TIMESSSSS!!!! HOHOHOHO!!!!Saw his smile, his back, his pose, his fanning action!!!!HUAHUAHUA!!!!! Then, i realize that many of my friends didn't know the "padang tale" last December. They heard what i have to say, and told me...i am really INSANE.!!! Whatever, i made up my mind, it's either he sees my stupid reaction or i don't get to see, and I choose the first. XDXD! Wonder if he saw me jumping last Monday. @@!