.The Reverse

Just wanted to write about yesterday. I am beginning to think that my brother is getting obsess about Declan, or rather CL. I actually went into his family at a food court. When stepping inside, I wasn't focus, as I wasn't in the mood to have dinner, I just saw specks of T-shirt everywhere. Then : " Jie! That's Chen Long right?! " Huh? " Jie! It's really him, how come you didn't notice.?"    Hey, my eyes are not only for him. -.- We chose a table behind them, and Nixon kept eyeing me if I was looking and CL, I wasn't. The fan was spinning straight at us and we switched to the table next to CL's family, he turned back and realise it was me but I just ignored. =P Nixon was practically "fidgeting".  Gosh, I was so frustrated that I asked him : " Are you crazy about him ? " Jot : Things turned out to be sort of simplified. Maybe I wasn't in time. I am in love with Ellie Goulding. Her lyrics seem to alwa...

Once upon a time I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye And we caught onto something I hold onto the night You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me Were you just kidding cause it seems to me This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak I don't feel welcome anymore Baby, what happened, please tell me Cause one second it was perfect Now you're half way out the door And I stare at the phone He still hasn't called And then you feel so low You can't feel nothing at all And you flashback to When he said forever and always Oh, and it rains in your bedroom Everything is wrong It rains when you're here And it rains when you're gone I was there when you said forever and always Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest? Made you run and hide like a scared little boy I looked into your eyes Thought I knew for a minute now I'm not so sure So here's to everything coming down to nothing Here's to silence that cuts me to the cor...

There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles Same old, tired place lonely place Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy Vanished when I saw your face All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette Starts to make its way to me The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks Like passing notes in secrecy And it was enchanting to meet you All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you This night is sparkling, don't you let it go I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home I'll spend forever wondering if you knew I was enchanted to meet you The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love? I wonder 'til I'm wide awake Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door I'd open up and you would say It was enchanting to meet you All I know is I was enchanted to meet you This night is sparkling, don't you let it go I...

I was late for at least 15 minutes. They all shouted at me of course, never mind. ==. They wanted me to hold the key although they knew that I will be late. Practiced my scripts for at least 4 times today, I don't think it's consider ok. Urgh .17th is nearing. For today's lunch,we  ate noodles as Angkor Wat won the scissors-rock and Cloth game with JW. They all gave me their some sort of Fried lard. ==. I bought fried rice for WJ, Julius isn't behaving really well and I couldn't just see WJ eating chicken rice, Again. Thank God, NO HOT SCORCHING SUN. ^^~ Went Back and had 2 rounds of practice, and decided to buy cup-noodle for snack, Angkor Wad didn't want to buy, he kept eyeing mine and WJ's. WTH, and I just wasn't firm enough on not giving him my noodles. I couldn't have any peace while having it either,with his eyes and questions shooting at me, in the end he got the noodles and the soup as well.==. But I realised that I am not in the least influe...

Love her So much.

I do been listening to this song the whole day when it was 23 rd of October. It just ease my frustration. I love IU's voice, I love the melody, I love the feeling, I love the lyrics. It just let me get rid of that moment, to think properly of the situation that I am in. The tempo might be abit slow, It won't suit those that like rap songs or what, well. I just really love it. It made me cry anyway . J - -- ENGLISH -- If I turn My back like this If I Disappear like this I wouldn't come into bloom If I just look at you Like this It might be alright if I live without eyes Without looking, I see you Without listening, I hear you I'm being relieved by your breathing Just like a windflower I wish to reach you, but I can't I wish to embrace you but I couldn't Your fingertips have reached my heart Will you know after a long, long night? That our love is smilling in tears I wish to catch you, but I can't I wish to reach...

共你有过最美的邂逅 共你有过一些风雨忧愁 共你醉过痛过的最后 但我发觉想你不能没有 在你每次抱怨的眼眸 像我永远不懂给你温柔 别再诉说我俩早已分手 像你教我伤心依然未够 但你没带走梦里的所有 让你走为何让你看不透   但求你未淡忘往日旧情 我愿默然带着泪流 很想一生跟你走 就算天边海角多少改变 一生只有风中追究 不想孤单的逗留 但求你未淡忘往日旧情                 我愿默然带着泪流 很想一生跟你走 在我心中的你思海的你 今生不可不能没有         好像是第一首广东歌出现在这里～～@@！不过我本来就很很很喜欢这首歌。应该不会有人喜欢听的那种。哈哈！

I like the way you sound in the morning We're on the phone and without a warning I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard I like the way I can't keep my focus I watch you talk you didn't notice I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together (chorus) Every time you smile, I smile and every time you shine, I'll shine for you Whoa oh I'm feeling you baby Don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me Baby, I'm never gonna leave you, Say that you wanna be with me too Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall Well, I like the way your hair falls in your face You got the keys to me I love each freckle on your face, oh, I've never been so wrapped up, Honey, I like the way you're everything I've ever wanted I had time to think it oh-over and all I can say is come closer, Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me (chorus) Every time you smile, I smile And every time you shine, I'll shine fo...

I wanna know Who ever told you I was letting go The only joy that I have ever known Girl, they're lying Just look around And all of the people that we used to know Have just given up, they wanna let it go But we're still trying So you should know this love we share Was never made to die I'm glad we're on this one way street Just you and I, just you and I I'm never gonna say, "Goodbye" 'Coz I never wanna see you cry I swore to you my love would remain And I swear it all over again And I, I'm never gonna treat you bad 'Coz I never wanna see you sad I swore to share your joy and your pain And I swear it all over again, all over again Some people say that "Everything has got it's place in time" Even the day must give way to the night But I'm not buying 'Coz in your eyes I see a love that burns eternally And if you see how beautiful you are to me You'll know I'm not lying Sure there'll be times we wanna say, "G...

She said, 'I was seven and you were nine I looked at you like the stars that shined In the sky, the pretty lights' 'And our daddies used to joke about the two of us Growing up and falling in love And our momma smiled and rolled their eyes' And said, 'Oh, my, my, my' Take me back to the house in the backyard trees Said you would beat me up, you were bigger then me You never did, you never did Take me back when our world was one block wide I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried Just two kids, you and I , oh, my, my, my, my Well, I was sixteen when suddenly I wasn't that little girl you used to see But your eyes still shined like pretty lights And our daddies used to joke about the two of us They never believed we really fall in love And our momma smiled and rolled their eyes And said, 'Oh, my, my, my' Take me back to the creek that's reaching dark Two A.M, riding in your truck Yet all I need is here next to me Take me back to the time we ha...

For all of the time that I tried for your smile For making you think I was worth the while So your love love love love love would be mine For sending you flowers and holding your hand that no one was there to take a stand but the love love love made us blind and I'm so sorry that I hurt you sorry that I fell through sorry I was falling in love with you I'm sorry that I came true but sorry doesn't turn back time For all that I have done to you I wish that I could make it alright so sorry that I loved you Sorry that I needed you sorry that I loved you sorry that I held you tight and I'm sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye for being the one that taught you how to cry It was love love love and it passed us by for giving you every thing that you dreamed for taking it back when i fled the scene sorry love for wasting your time and I'm so sorry that I hurt you sorry that I fell through sorry I was falling in love with you I'm sorry that I came true but sor...

You, by the light Is the greatest find In a world full of wrong You're the thing that's right Finally made it through the lonely To the other side You set it again, my heart's in motion Every word feels like a shooting star I'm at the edge of my emotions Watching the shadows burning in the dark And I'm in love And I'm terrified For the first time and the last time In my only life And this could be good It's already better than that And nothing's worse Than knowing you're holding back I could be all that you need If you let me try You set it again, my heart's in motion Every word feels like a shooting star I'm at the edge of my emotions Watching the shadows burning in the dark And I'm in love And I'm terrified For the first time and the last time In my only… I only said it 'cause I mean it I only mean 'cause it's true So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming 'Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I...

if i die young bury me in satin lay me down on a bed of roses sink me in the river at dawn send me away with the words of a love song ooh ooh ooh ooh lord make me a rainbow I'll shine down on my mother she'll know I'm safe with you and she stands under my colors oh ......and life ain't always what you think it ought to be no ain't even gray but she buries her baby the sharp knife of a short life well I've had just enough time if i die young bury me in satin lay me down on a bed of roses sink me in the river at dawn send me away with the words of a love song the sharp knife of a short life well, i have just enough time and I'll be wearing white when i come into your kingdom I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger I've never known the lovin' of man but it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand there's a boy here in town who says he'll love me forever who would have thought forever could be severed by the sharp knife of a s...

I am not the kind of girl, Who should be rudely bargin' in on a white veil occasion, But you are not the kind of boy, Who should be marryin' the wrong girl, I sneak in and see your friends, And her snotty little family, all dressed in pastel, And she is yelling at a bridesmaid, Somewhere back inside a room, Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry, This is surely not what you thought it would be, I loose myself in a daydream, Where I stand and say: "Don't say yes, run away now, I'll meet you when you're out, Of the church at the back door, Don't wait or say a single vow, You need to hear me out," And they said, "Speak now," Fun gestures are exchanged, And the organ starts to play A song that sounds like a death march, And I am hiding in the curtains, It seems I was uninvited by your lovely bride-to-be, She floats down the isle like a pageant queen, But I know you wish it was me, You wish it was me, don't you? Don't say yes, run away now, I...

Listening to this song for the first time... a song i juz ran across over youtube..from the carpenters... quite nice and simple... old voice..but i find it's lyrics meaningful... relly wat i wanted to tell....its nice though... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We fell in love On the first night that we met Together We’ve been happy I have very few regrets The ordinary problems Have not been hard to face But lately little changes Have been slowly taking place You’re always finding something Is wrong in what I do But you can’t rearrange my life Because it pleases you (*) you’ve got lo love me For what I am For simply being me Don’t love me For what you intend Or hope that I will be And if you’re only using me To feed your fantasy You’re really not in love So let me go I must be free If what you want Isn’t natural for me I won’t pretend to keep you What I am I have to be The picture of perfection Is only on your mind For all your expectations Love can never be desi...