.The Reverse

18 days left. No progress. == Went to school. Pacak didn't come. The merdeka thing went well. Stupid event. Saw Don twice, but i don't know what expression he gave me and I don't know how to react, erm, annoyed? He said Monday, hope it;s not something boombastic or what. > < Haha . Jimmy didn't come. So, P was sad. And just because of WP, i had to run to class to call her for her Che2. (WP, say thanks. ) Nixon bought back a Twistie back for me. Just for me. So touched by it. =) He wasn't always that good. XD Love you bro. I went for my BC tuition. Somebody opened the door for me. It was LJC . I was shocked. I asked L. Shian why, it's because he wanted to lock the teacher outside, plus, he doesn't think I would stand any joke of his, he thought i would burst. He actually wanted to ask whoever that wants to come in " Jay Chou or Loh Zhi Xiang ?!" Haha . OF course, LJC you remember what I did right? Bruises? XD By the time the teacher ca...

It is exactly 31 days before my PMR , and see, I am still here, stuck up with the rest of you who are in the Social world, the blogging world and the Facebooking world.Honestly, I should not be here. I should be in my room with my books, but in vain. :( I don't have to MOOD too study. Mood. MOOD means feelings, it controls the colour of my day,my facial expression, my homework, everything, even my sleep. I couldn't sleep yesterday. I was thinking about him again. This morning, I read through my personal diary from 29 th April last year until 2712. They were just words, words that allowed me to visualize my life in 2010. It was funny, that seem to be a real me, a better me, a healthier me. :) I miss it. And now, i do wasted my whole week of holidays watching drama and completing my home works. I finished my past years, and now i am left with revisions for the PMR . I had been stubborn, obstinate to watch that Drama, I was quite determined to be oblivious about the time i...

Back again. Went for the "zhong kai" competition at Fa Yu Library. I was late, but still not at all very late..(==) Fish couldn't make it, so I was there alone. Mum asked me if I was going to be a stranger there, but before I could answer her yes, I saw the familiar plate number. So I said, " No, xxx is there, he came too" Honestly, I was a bad girl on my way there, note that I wrote WAS. I thought nobody would be there, and that xxx will not be there, he wont participate in that kind of low-class competition. So I was abit surprised. I registered myself, he still haven't enter. So I went upstairs and get ready. I was sitting next to my old junior in SMKK, and we started talking, and she said " you know, we still teased the both of in school." I knew…since ages. == I could have say "so immature!" But I kept that to myself. Then I answered her : "yeah, I don't know what's so interesting about him…" Then :" Owh, his h...

Yes. I was wrong all before. I don't love you. I don't even dream of you. But I like you. Not a crush, but an attraction. Not my future, but my current reality. I am sorry to say, you seem to have a pull for me. No, you aren't handsome at all. But your unmistakable 45 degrees head turn is still there. The shyness, obvious enough. Your friends? I can say they are totally OUT OF THE CURRENT STATUS. And yes, I couldn't forget, your eyes.

I caught you looking at me today. Thrice. I was wondering if it was just my hallucination, maybe i was being stupidly euphoric, maybe you were just looking at one of the pretty girls behind me. Yet, thrice I caught you in a row, both of us shifting away our eyes whenever our eyes met. Even my friend told me you stoled a look at me. Honestly, I was shocked at what you did. I felt that old and familiar shyness whenever I see you, it was so obvious today. The only memory i have had of you was just the time when two of us played fraud. I have always wanted to talk to you, just like a normal friend should be. But it's always because of your friends that kept you from doing so. I just wish we could just talk, nothing extreme. When was it that i started to notice you again? P/S: nothing to do with Pacak or A.