.The Reverse

Second post between the last one hour..lol... i was juz answering my hotmail and i found sumone sending me a private message... CARMON VANTASSELL .... (i don't noe wheter is a he...or a she...or both..==!) he's been bugging me for a long time...and the only thing i did was asking who are you... so today he sent yet another private mail to me... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ From :Carmon Vantassell Subject: Watsup. Sent: October 27 1:02:33 PM howdy. i was going thru for people like me, and i stumbled upon urp rofile. You seem to be a considerably cool person, although im really inexperienced on this site, and don't know where to go. Can't they have a chatting program ere?? I hate writing messaes to people, & sometimes never receiving anything back! Anyways, if u are interested in chatting with me, you could catch me over @ http://cli.gs/jr1Xvs So, ya, hope to chat with you. always looin' to find more ppl. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~...

I am not the kind of girl, Who should be rudely bargin' in on a white veil occasion, But you are not the kind of boy, Who should be marryin' the wrong girl, I sneak in and see your friends, And her snotty little family, all dressed in pastel, And she is yelling at a bridesmaid, Somewhere back inside a room, Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry, This is surely not what you thought it would be, I loose myself in a daydream, Where I stand and say: "Don't say yes, run away now, I'll meet you when you're out, Of the church at the back door, Don't wait or say a single vow, You need to hear me out," And they said, "Speak now," Fun gestures are exchanged, And the organ starts to play A song that sounds like a death march, And I am hiding in the curtains, It seems I was uninvited by your lovely bride-to-be, She floats down the isle like a pageant queen, But I know you wish it was me, You wish it was me, don't you? Don't say yes, run away now, I...

It wasn;t relly a joke actually...lol but still it made me laugh... you asked me when is my birthday... i asked you to guess...i gave you the month... your first guess _14 FEB...i said no... you asked wether its an odd number or an even number... i said its an odd... you answered 7...ok..almost... so i juz say...7+2...(here's the best part....) your answer___11.... O.....M.....G................@_@!!!~shocking ~ what happened to your maths??? 7+2= 11 ?? ! !! anyway...i don't mind...haha... i found it amusing... you brightened my day...^^~ i love it... i love you...haha!!

Today, it’s a relly bad day for me...i can’t see him..again...T_T...he didn't even msg me...i asked him to...but yet...no... i can't help feeling hopeless…i kept waiting ...but in the end..its a dissapointment... I have always said ...if you relly want to stop ...you have to at least tell me....but I think you planed not to tell me…you wanted it to be a mystery to me… I don’t like this kind of surprise… I received a msg juz now..i thought it was you…but It wasn’t...why can’t it be you...you never know how would i feel...you never knew why I wanted you to msg me everyday...its because I wanted to know you are real... I wanted to make sure you are not a fairytale... You broked your first promise...you promised you will make our time happier...but I think it’s no longer a promise anymore...I think i can predict the fate of your second promise...you will be an empty seat soon… can't you even tell the difference between wat you want and wat i want? if you think its not necessary...

Everynight...i do thought of you... you are the last star that i counted... feeling so down whenever i failed to see you... it's the third day now...when can i ever see you? wondering if those words were true... the hints..your handwritting...was it relly me? i don;t care if it is sumone else... as long as i can see you...think of you... i am happy... I can't help feeling so lonely... yet again...the reason is you... everyday...i am always waiting for those goodbye words... i am sure one day you will do so... i am sorry that this is wat i relly think of you... you can never let me feel secure ... Because I was never meant to be for you... You were asking me if I was jealous that day again... I will now say...you will never catch me being jealous... I won't ask for my story to be like cinderella’s... I wish to dream to be like cinderella for once...

i felt really desperate... i never had the chance to see him 2day.. now i felt even more desperate...because i wasn;t sure if i saw him 2day... wished he had appear in front of me ... so that i don;t have to guess... Had the most interesting "debate" with ++...LOL hope she enjoyed herself... i think she should try "debating" wit sumone else...a guy actually... i would love to see the fireworks between the 2 of them...because “适当的辩论可以增进彼此之间的感情”hahaha!!! hope she doesn;t freak out if she sees this..LOL... exam starts on the 1st of NOV... have to start revising if i want to keep conquering sumone..LOL... even if it means only 1 mark...enough to make him jump in anger... love to see it...pity?? yeah i felt pity because it should be more than 1 mark...~V^^V~ i think tat's all for 2day's post... actually i don;t even know wat to write today... i am feeling uncertain...

如果要将我对你的感情放一个期限 那将会是比永远多一天... 如果爱一个人需要付出 我愿意牺牲... 如果这辈子只能做一件事 我会选择爱你... 如果时间可以倒流 我希望早点爱你... 如果一生只能爱一个人 那个人会是你... 某某某 笔 2010年10月18日