.The Reverse

~A dialogue Between Me and My Parents.~ Nixon: Daddy, Suzanne got stunned by someone at the playground. A malay guy. Me: ( wth look....==!) Dad: Suzanne, just remember this, whatever happens,don't let your parents be the last one to know you are dating. Me: I know. But i need time to think how to tell your this news if i meet one. Mum: Don't keep us out of the secret. Dad: But it's best if you avoid it. Me: Can i ask how should i tell you all when i have a boyfriend? I can't just bring him back and say " this is my boyfriend " and give your a heart attack right? Dad : Just let us Know. Find a Way. Mum: Just tell us " Mum, Dad, SOMEBODY 'S WOO-ING ME ." Me: Ok...hmmmm....Deal. =.=lll

Holidays for the new year started :) But this year is different. Homeworks during new year. Less angpau this year, because both my aunts are not coming back home. And I have a diet-like plan so that i won't get fat this year. I used to gain 6kg in just one week of new year many years ago, that's how my 40kg appeared. =( I admit I am a little excited this year because i would have the chance to have a little secret chat with Kelwin. According to him, he needs help @@! in whatever matter is it...love matter mostly. He said it's private. =.= BUT I AM A YEAR YOUNGER THAN HIM, and i am NOT EVEN 15 yet, how can i help him? It's weird, why not Ke Xin? she's born on the same day with me, a few hours older, and I don't doubt she's having one too. This year, my favorite number will be 5. There's some reasons behind it. But mostly it's because i was in the 5th place in the last Form 2 exam. Btw, jacob-face is also in Form 5.^^ So that makes two reasons...and fo...

Somebody has been telling about their dreams, and i have mine too. First, i dreamt that my friend's father was injured in a cycling competition. Second, i dreamt that my schoolmate told me that she likes some guy. The second dream was somehow weird. I think it's a reality. Gosh. One of my friend was having a bizarre dream. Telling me that he doesn't want it to be real. Maybe it's an omen, maybe it's just a stupid dream. Mostly, unreal. You even hit your head when you were sighing about it, God is telling you not to be stupid. He secures everything. Hey, every thing's going to be alright. Just focus on now, don't worry about the future, just guard your property well, don't let it fall out of your grasps. If you need anything, i will try to help you. :) That's all. Good Luck!

Today was AWESOMEEEE :) 1. I saw JACOB-FACE at the koperasi and without him seeing me. 2. I saw Sotong-Guy in a white T. 3. I PONTENG PJ today with fish. 4. I managed to know my blood type might be B or AB. 5. I am free of HIM. 6. I kept thinking about someone's SMS and Sound.

Today's the day. Just 2 more hours to go. I made 2 wishes to a Firefly=) One for him, and one for myself. I was thinking i should text him once, but it was a no, because i really cannot VISUALIZE myself texting to that number again, so i turned my wishes to the bug. I can't believe i COUNT DOWNED yesterday, to that day? Rolling in my bed before i went to sleep, just for his day?Gosh, I shouldn't have. How come his nickname kept appearing when i never wanted to see it? and the number? It's my second buddy's position in form 2. ==lll Looks like God doesn't want me to forget him just yet. =( Kelwin's worried. His having a competiter, quite strong. He knows piano, Kelwin doesn't. But BOTH of you are handsome, so All the best to you from me.=)

For all of the time that I tried for your smile For making you think I was worth the while So your love love love love love would be mine For sending you flowers and holding your hand that no one was there to take a stand but the love love love made us blind and I'm so sorry that I hurt you sorry that I fell through sorry I was falling in love with you I'm sorry that I came true but sorry doesn't turn back time For all that I have done to you I wish that I could make it alright so sorry that I loved you Sorry that I needed you sorry that I loved you sorry that I held you tight and I'm sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye for being the one that taught you how to cry It was love love love and it passed us by for giving you every thing that you dreamed for taking it back when i fled the scene sorry love for wasting your time and I'm so sorry that I hurt you sorry that I fell through sorry I was falling in love with you I'm sorry that I came true but sor...

Ok. Whatever, my mind pulled me over to my blogging world. I am glad to say the missing stopped. Just what I wanted. =) After 2 days, it will be his birthday. I am not wishing him in person or by any communication means. It will just be only me. From me. From my heart. I can now say that I don't love him anymore like I used to everyday at school. I am not saying that I hate him, I ain't. But from now on he will just be something that USED TO be my most important property. He will be a friend. I might miss you again, but not long. Because, lately, I have others in mind. XD