.The Reverse

Finished Chatting. People say that time changes things. It seems real. For 4 years, and today it,s the first time Angkor Wat talked to me about him being stress. Well, i won't take his word still, he's a strong guy. Anyway, today's chat made me realise that those old debate days(not really, just 2 months ago) had really changed my perception that sometimes when you hate a person, it comes to the fact that he or she is  way better than you because they do not care much. Being in the same class with him for almost 3 months has thought me that i have to find a way to stand up against him in the rightful way. I  have to learn how to follow up.He didn't do anything wrong, it was just that he's easy going made me wanted to compete with him, at least, he's one of the best.  And there's always Black Heart, I don't know, but i could feel that she isn't very happy that i could now actually talk to Angkor Wat normally. I used to hate him in the past,...

I went to check my teeth yesterday for the orthodontic treatment. The doctor said that i have to extract 4 teeth. I didn't expect it to be that many. I am really terrified by that thought, but what to do? == I saw Pacak today on my way to my house at my Taman. I didn't notice that  brown Advanza, but his face sort of loomed out and YES!!!! IT's REALLY HIM!!!! How i missed his face, though i just saw him 6 days ago. XD Ping told me where his house is, but never mind, i won't go tracking. PS : I don't know if my choice is right. but i really don;t want to suffer anymore. It's just scary.         Forgive me, coaches. T.T

I can't believe that i actually shuddered when Angkor Wat said that he wanted to ask somthing about debate. It was just the old question that i haven't answered my seniors. It was raining too i suppose, and that made me feel cold inside. A teacher called me and she sort of went into talking about my personal problem, but i promise her that i will think about it. I watch Forrest Gump yesterday. It was many years back since i last watched it. I can't believe that I still cried at the same old scene. the ending. And i just reliaze that one of the author in New York CSI was one of the actor who acted as Leftenan Dan. It's the same old concept, we are like feathers in the wind. God is powerful. I am going to find out about the show Big. It seems interesting to watch. I finished almost all my homework. Left with 2 kerja amals and my SEJ module. Owh no, i really am lazy to do it. That module is really not a must, yet that teacher set a vow.== Wish me luck. HoHo. Gonna X-ra...

Finally Back to my Lovely Blog. Exam for the first term just ended. So far, so bad. > <. I can't imagine the marks on my paper. Anyway, This blog might be getting neglected, as you know, I am now in form 4. So, there would be less updates, and just short memos.Choir had started, and I had alot to do during my holidays. @@~ Everything is fine, no more Pacak. T.T. I miss peeking at him XD.

1. HOME WOKS ARE ALMOST UP TO DATE, BUT THEY SEEM TO PILE UP. TUITIONS AND ACTIVITIES. I HAVE TOTALLY NEGLECTED MY ERHU. GOING TO START ON MARCH AGAIN. 2. CUT MY HAIR TODAY. I DIDN'T GO TO ALAN'S. I WILL WAIT TILL I WANT TO TRY BOY -CUT. JUST NORMAL HAIR CUT. EDGES AT THE END. FISH SAID THERE WAS NOT MUCH DIFFERENCE AND I AGREE. 3.MISS GOOI ASKED ME ABOUT HIM. WTH. @@ 4. BOTHERED BY DECISIONS I HAVE TO MAKE. I DON'T THINK I WANT IT. 5. ANGKOR WAD HAS BEEN BORROWING MY HOME WORKS FOR COPYING. I AM SO NOT OK WITH IT. LET HIM ASK FROM HIS PARTNER. GRR. IF NOT. GO DRINK SOYA. 6. A MONKEY APPEARED AT SCHOOL. I JUST HOPE THAT THERE'S MORE.

My trip to Taiwan was quite interesting actually. 10 degrees. <3 <3. Though its abit cold. I bought myself some accessories and a few shirts. Over there, I am Angkor Wad "assistant" when he trained. I have to make his wolf thing appear. haha. 6th Feb Reach Penang Airport. Dad couldn't recognize me. XD. Went for dinner and Told mum that I no longer have feelings for him. 7th Feb Received a message from him. He said he wants to "break up". I just replied ok. Back to school LOADS of homework. Choir practices and Account tuition.Money dividing and studies to catch up. 8th Feb Broke few records. Had lunch with Angkor Wad. Borrowed five ringgit from him. Sent out gifts together. Urgh. Pacak's no longer available. T.T 9th Feb My birthday. First birthday wish at 12am from WP. MUACKZ! Second from L. and 3rd from Fish at school. <3. Gift from Fish. Lovely =) LIKE IT! Abit disappointing that Edward did not...

Currently using my cousin sister's net book to type, I am using this opportunity before all those male cousins of mine start nosing in to the room for tetris battle. It was quite a fun new year this year, though i had to complete my homework. The stupid SEJ and Maths, wahaha!! COMPLETED. I got many ang paus this year, due to my birthday and also my trip to Taiwan, and my PMR results. I am trying to avoid people knowing I am going there, seems embarrass to tell them. > <. Taking ang pau was fun and funny, we lined up wishing grandma. Taking family pictures and my lovely cousin from NZ. By the way, I am allowed to colour my nails. Yeepy!! I finally saw my baby cousin from KL. Alright it's the best!!! He never stop laughing and screaming,   I told WP that he's practicing his vocal, A good soprano. HoHo. But he can be really nasty when he's angry and frustrated. He can play with handkerchiefs for almost 10 minutes.== There were no fire cr...