.The Reverse

Simple Jots 1. I DROPPED out of top 10, ended 16. WTF. 2. AFS State level interview ended last Tuesday. I hope I did well enough to make it to The national level. 3. The star is still in my pencil case, which I was surprise it didn't got mash up -.- 3. Going to have a sale on Sports Day. Dorayaki, Pudding. Please make A good sale. i really want to help my team get some profit so that they can have a good year . 4. I am getting really hectic. Fear.

I don't know what to say with my parents, war again. I ended up being the victim. Though I don't really care. Practically, I have been trying my best to tune her out, and I think I fair well in that. I wasn't trying to be ignorant, I did everything immediately as told. These aren't  messing up my mind. Not really. I couldn't find somebody else except my new Indian close friend in class. Sort of. As he always give sharp comments and critics, with his style of course. So, he thinks I should have a talk with them. That wouldn't be necessary. They didn't do anything that crossed me out. Anyway, thanks, S =) I think I would just leave it out for a moment. Since I am allowed to always bother you for help, I would appreciate that. =D Mum's comment filled my mind once in a while. " Don't lie to your parents, not even when you are dating." Of course, she means me hanging out with my future boyfriend if I have any without them knowing. Ser...

I just came back from SJAM CAMP 2013- Fantasy In Reality. I am mixed up with all sorts of feelings. They are all in a jumble. They are all mashed up with what I saw, what I did and what I know. It sort of makes me feel like I am being the bad person. I was just saying, somehow bad fits in. Day 1 (30th May) The first day was like dying. Fish got injured as well. I was in paramedic with Wan Pei and we tried our best to help her. The campers were literally not in a mood at all. There isn't much to say about them. Wan Pei and I spent most of our day trying out all the station games. I think that station was terrific, scarring the juniors out of their wits. LOL.In the evening, we stayed in our dorm, singing songs that we know.  At night, we helped out Munis And Pravart with Night Games. We planned out our maze carefully. We came up with rules, and ideas about crawling. Penalty for each dead ends. There was one group that manage to find another way to reach the end. we were shock but...

16th May 2013 Exam has started, I am now left with 1 week. History, Accounts, English, Malay, Mathematics and Moral ended, half-tragically. I really didn't study T.T It has been a Long time since I last dreamt, and I had one. Which was murderous. Some sort of political demonstration against the government, The supporters each holding a knife, and as a token of support, you must let them slash your skull softly. However, there was one women that came at me and started slashing mercilessly with that CHOPPING KNIFE on me. It was, I don't know, Nightmare. As for Teachers day yesterday, there was practically nothing. Except for the games, we didn't enjoy as much as the teachers, of course. Chemistry 3 is on it's way, Thank God I managed. PS : My dear friend,Ping, Chit Chat does not mean interested. =) Its call "bonding" and being polite. and, I am not blind. Relax. =D 24th May 2013 I AM BACK. HOHOHO, EXAM IS OVER. Let's say, I think it's go...

5th MAY .THE DARKEST DAY OF MALAYSIA. THE DIRTIEST GENERAL ELECTION EVER! I was so sad when BN was announced the Government, once again. I was praying hard that PR would win. Even if I don't really know much about Politics, We still care about Malaysia. It was my first year where I was so desperate about the election. I never really care about Politics, all I know was BN was a bullshit. Now, it's different. Thanks to social media and awareness, they blew some into me. I got to know al these things through the net. SILVER NITRATE FOR THE INDELIBLE INK .   Ellou, brother, All nitrates are soluble in water la ... -.-  Dad was practically patronising the TV, Computer, Phone. Same goes to some of my friends. It was heartbreaking when I stayed up pass midnight for a new spring in Malaysia. Lucky for Penang, they rejected BN firmly except for Balik Pulau. and really, Malaysia is now govern my TNB ( Tenaga Nasiaonal Berhad ) the last thing we need is "light-out" du...

Its the voting day tomorrow. 5th May. INI KALILAH UBAH! XD If only I could vote now. Imagine what would happen if students can vote. BN will crumble like pastries. That day when I was on my way back from tuition, I told my dad sentimentally: " Imagine your daughter voting with you in the coming 5 years." Old means Old. Haha. HAC is dawning. However, I have things on my mind. It was LKL's case. With the new scandal which I have no idea where it blasted off. The thing is, Miss Gooi knows and that means shit as the person who spread the news was Black Heart . I can't believe what she said to her. It wasn't even half true. I am not mad, but frustrated. Miss Edna knows something as well, How can both of them not compromise each other with latest gossips. -.- So, I confronted him myself. It wasn't that bloody after all. Owh, enough of the scandal. Talking about M,Gooi. I don't know why I always landed up being screw up by her. Sort of like, a student th...

GUESS WHAT? 9TH MAY. EXAM -.- I AM STILL NOT PREPARE AT ALL. I am totally out of my time frame. All this schedule thing is driving me crazy. School homeworks are a lump and yes, Homeworks are VEXING enough. =P I think I am gonna do badly this time, what with all the distraction i myself couldn't get over it, ( I mean entertainment), and choir. I love choir, but i think it's because i couldn't manage my time properly that i am really in a hustle. I couldn't master the conducting movements with all the ictus and techniques, making sure that everyone can see you. I must be really sure of all the parts, which I don;t think I did put enough effort in that though i am trying my best at it. HAC is on the 7th and 8th. First day will be royal day, and the second, I will be taking a sijil for getting 10As. Like I said, All As is easy, put 10A+s is really hard. Though I gave up Mandarin, I still haven't reach my goal. All my marks except for Accounts, Moral, Physics and...