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Do I have trips ? Of course, you do think I would just get stuck In one place. I mean I have always wanted to visit the country sides. It has always been my dream. Its so dry, and magical. ( what am I saying ?) I went to , Aurora, Nebraska during Spring Break. Its where my Host Dad's sister is staying. Jan Whitney and her husband, Bill, both on the mission of preserving Nebraska's ecosystem. They aim to protect the native habitats of Nebraska for various benefits. You can always check it out here : Prairie Plains Resource Institute.  Aurora is such a small town that practically everybody knows everybody. Nebraska, believe me, the country is just lovely.   My favourite Street of all time. Dry and Magical. like I said. Nebraska State Capitol View from the Capitol I fell in Love with Red Barns. With the Agnes The Rustic Mailbox The Tractor with its big tyres I even went to Colorado, it was just, heaven. It's just white and sweet with cl...

Refresh..Refresh...Refresh. Hi my dear blog, and my dear readers, if there were ever any. Today is 18th August 2014. So, it has been 2 months since i left St.Paul, Minnesota, and 8 months since I left the day I left for the USA. I used to say that I would update my blog frequently while I was there, but my schedule there were just too hectic and time is just too precious to lose. Every second, every tick, every moment are to be cherished. So i guess I will just update it roughly and answer the main questions. What had happened once I left Malaysia ? Sleeping in the plane and watching movies and start to get use to the food in the plane, of course. It's a 12 hours flight to London, and Thank Goodness they had private movie compartments on the plane.  OK, so the first thing that you want to do once you touch down in London while it is still snowing : Blow your Breath and watch the mist XD I know, but trust me, you would do that too. Nex...

The date for me to leave for KL and finally USA is nearing. To be honest, I am nervous. I got my Email from my host Family, a Hubbell Family in Saint Paul, Minnesota. They look really good, and there are a musical family. Consider it as a big family, since I only have 4 members, but Mine ,might be 7 members, if they all live together. People are all starting a new chapter of their lives, like today, some of my friends are already starting college. Some are serving their National Service in all sorts of places, Some decided to take up part-time jobs. Unlike me, i am still here spending my day finishing up presentations and packing bit by bit. Sometimes, I really felt scare. Its funny because I know this is what I wanted, something that I had fought for, with lots of luck. By  the time I come back, I wont be looking back at my old school life any more. I don't want to feel the guilt and sadness when I disappoint my parents, things I can't help being not good at. I just wanted...

Christmas Is Over, meaning a New Year is going to be here soon. 2013 had been great, awesome in fact, with so many surprises this year and heart wrenching moments as well, which i will never ever forget and labelled it as life lessons. I had been spending my last whole week in Penang. I love that town, Balik Pulau. 1. I finally met my 2 year old cousin, Pi Wan. OMG. HE IS JUST SO DAMN CUTE that i eerily wish he is my son already already. Haha! The way he tried to mimic his sisters blabbering, calling me GuGu and all, though i corrected him and he instantly corrected himself, the way he jumps up frantically like he's in shock whenever i come, never running away from a big cousin sister like me. Happy Birthday Pi Wan! :) 2. I went around the Whole Balik Pulau in fact. There was one spot at the paddy field where you could see 10 eagles soaring high up together to prey for the egrets. There's a newly build Horse Station at Sg. Burong. I SAW A REALLY TINY PONY. Too tiny in fact ...

Came back from KL. Dance Practice for YES2014 was awesome at the Temple of Fine Arts at Brickfields. My group did Ribbon Dance. My group members were great too. Stayed with Angie hosted by Priscilla's house. We had such great and funny moments. I remembered the day where I got lost with Angie in Mid Valley, and how we dress up in the midnight just to take picture at the Christmas Tree. Thanks so much for the highly expensive Christmas present, I really love it. And the picture of course. We chalked my hair, OMG. Our conversations, not pure at all. They were so unprofessional that they screwed up my hair, haha. Me : How can you do that to my hair, he's my dearest. Prisci : Why ? Me : He's my Hubby Prisci : How was your first night then ? Me : So Hairy Still, We realised we have all the same friends all around us, be it in school or DP. So, just move on then. I still get sad sometimes, damn it. But i feel awesome all the time,  because DP was just too aw...

All these emptiness is haunting me. Technically, Post-SPM life should be wonderful, but it wasn't what I expected. The first few weeks was fun, outing with friends. Penang Trip, Hunger Games, Dating with my friend. Gradually, Its time to get back on track, focus on my trip to USA. There's nothing wrong about the preparations about the trip, though I admit that there were still some complications which was inevitable. I have been dying to tell my parents that everything was a lie. Their lies. What with ABC things that I can do after my SPM, but it looks like i couldn't except for one thing. Going out with friends. That is the only one they agreed because they took that experience away from me many many many times that I hate it so much, because every time I have to lie to my friends, pretend I didn't get the invitation, or vaporise myself from all the fun. The major one, KDrama. OK, i know they are bad stuffs, but they are just for the sake of entertainments. Don't...

SPM. It's OVER. I don't really want to think about it actually. At least 3 months from now. And I will have to start preparing for my trip to the USA. So, yeah. I just do not know what to say. Just, I 'm glad it's finally over. And i really hope it's FINE. Mind me sharing some pictures? Since I am lazy to really write back all the stories. The below will tell. Traditional Day. The first picture when we bang into our teachers.  My fellow Indian friends. I got my Punjabi from them by the way.  Last day at school before SPM. My fellow comrades in the same Bilik.  Our favourite Stair Dad's Birthday.