.The Reverse

Took a bus home yesterday. Wakaka! It's my first time going home by bus. I have been begging my parents to let me take a bus home since form 1, and i finally had the chance yesterday. I almost missed the bus. Lol. The shopkeeper in azfar is such a slow tortoise. Luckily, Fish call her guy to call me and i asked him to take the change from the cashier. Thanks! If not I do never make it. Got up the bus and sat with Fish. The ticket man gave me a ticket for 60 cents. I wasn't paying attention to the ticket and I just squash it quickly into my wallet. When i got home, i thought that since it's my first ever bus ticket, I would keep it ( thx to Fish for reminding...XD). So i took it out and the legend of lucky number 21 popped into my mind. My number was 5556. So 5+5+5+6 = 21!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!! I'm just so LUCKY! I guess this is call beginner's luck...XD And today, i was taking the bus home again. This time the bus was really really full. I have to sit at the back with Mar...

Some changes yesterday. I was tranfered to Samsudin. NOOOOO!!! I hate Samsudin. Not because of the members. But I always see those practices they had, the strict teachers……shuddering. > <lll. Besides, there's something I wanted to keep in Sultan. Those memories. And Pacak is in Sultanah. Whatever. And Angkor Wat is in Sultan!! It's not fair! Why should he be in Sultan. He do stain it with his bables. Ping2 is in Samsudin, but still it won't make me like Samsudin. ON DAMN! OH DAMN! NO SAM SAMSUDIN!!!! Then, freaky Vetagen PLAYED WITH MY HAIR yet AGAIN!! Damn! I thought I do got out of his reach. After I turned away from him, he ran down the stairs without me knowing and RUFFLED my hair! =_= And then, while walking back just now, he told me to look behind Mr and Mrs JYBL, says he want to be like that, and then told me he wants to carry me tommorow, if I don't want, he's going to pull my hair! I said NO!!!! ( GLARE ) PLEASE DON'T RUFFLE MY HAIR. IF YOU WANT ...

我，以为不再为你流泪就等于真真放开 的确，这不是我要的一刀两断 心 ，却又再一次被上天测试 再次，听见你的名时 ， 我又 为你而感到痛心不已 你，不会，不可能，也不必知道，只因 流星，只不过是一个美丽的谎言 泪，请你不要再找我了 。

She said, 'I was seven and you were nine I looked at you like the stars that shined In the sky, the pretty lights' 'And our daddies used to joke about the two of us Growing up and falling in love And our momma smiled and rolled their eyes' And said, 'Oh, my, my, my' Take me back to the house in the backyard trees Said you would beat me up, you were bigger then me You never did, you never did Take me back when our world was one block wide I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried Just two kids, you and I , oh, my, my, my, my Well, I was sixteen when suddenly I wasn't that little girl you used to see But your eyes still shined like pretty lights And our daddies used to joke about the two of us They never believed we really fall in love And our momma smiled and rolled their eyes And said, 'Oh, my, my, my' Take me back to the creek that's reaching dark Two A.M, riding in your truck Yet all I need is here next to me Take me back to the time we ha...

Got all my results. I scored straight As. BUT I don't stand a chance to be the Top 10. I wanted it so badly. Despite that my average was quite ok, better than below 85, I am really really not happy with all my marks except for my Geography ( i had an angel with me that day...maybe). My science was really bad. I am suppose to get above 90, but i only got 86, and KH, as usual, i never achieve my target. I won't cry. I hate myself because I cannot even reach what my dad wanted. My results might be considered as " cemerlang " in school, but to me it was nothing , unless I reached my dad's target . I never hated my dad for setting a target, though I used to disagree with it. I understand what my dad wanted perfectly. Make myself leveled with the local and foreign. I was obstinate to not work up on my English before that. Now I did get what I deserved. I don't mean " Nobody can beat me!", I just wanted to achieve the rightful marks for my current standard....

The holiday was ok. Just ok, minus the fact that I have folios and tuitions. Went to Hard rock hotel for a stay. It's an invitation from my aunt, 5 star hotel, but I find it ok, no complain.== Took some photos, with MJ, the guitar, and myself at the children's playing pool > <. And 2 horse photos for my friend. XD My cousins had grown ALOT and one of them was unexceptionally closed to me. He even sided with me when I was fighting with my brother for the computer, wahaha! So long brother!haha! ^^~ Yey, I have a weapon!!! Woohoo!!! But there's one thing I don't like, I GAINED WEIGHT . T.T 43kg!!!! URGH!!! I want my 40, I miss my 40!!!! I will have to set a target, not more than 45kg!! Ping Ping wanted it I guess, you can have it, I want to be like you, tall and never gained weight.( take note, only about your growth) Lastly, tomorrow's school, that means an early bird life again. See you! J

Finished reading Searching For David's Heart by Cherie Bennett. Ok , I admit I cried. T_T But of course I ain't that stupid to cry in front of my parents, my brother, and my cousins( they came back by the way…). All I did was bit my lip to control the tears and just brushed my cheeks against the sofa. ( that sounds like…==) David seem's kind of cool, but I prefer Sam ( The Great Samdini )He seems logical and pratical in any way, an eligible guy you can depend on. But there's something wrong about that story, it's suppose to be a christmas story, but a tragic accident was planted in it. Darce seem abit too emotional like me. Just that it seems obvious enough that one would feel insane to lose your soul mate. I wished it hadn't end in tragic, but isn't that part that made this book into a book? A :" When person A loves person B, person A gets upset at the thought of never seeing person B again." B :"It's better that way, because person B do...

I have been searching for it. It's call Chalkhill. :) I Love it's blue... Snowy look.... Its Temperament...

Just came back from Chio Min for the debate competition. We lost in the 2nd round to Chio Min B. I wasn't surprise actually, I really did badly. Eventhough it means that i can have my holiday back, but it doesn't make me feel super duper happy or what, it's just that i feel ashame to have let down B team in this competiton, because i think B team never lost in the second round, this is the first time. Really not what i can actually accept. But i admit we need to improe ourself. My old schoolmate from Tadika Liang Sun finally recognized me as his neighboour in the class. I was like, " i haven't revenge you for what you let me ended up in.==", and he was like " owh, no wonder i think that name and face was so familiar..wah, 10 years ago....bla3" and i can only say yeah, yup ,owh.....> So that's all. A didn't come. i thought he would be there too. Never mind. I should be grateful....he didn't come. T^T

TOMORROW's MODE : BEWARE...==

It's the exam week. And my heart is now being divided into three parts, debate, exam and A. But don't worry, i wasn't that crazy like my Malay classmates, i never shout or scream like wan pei when she see dameinv and che che or ...ice beauty? (black beauty better....==)But still i can't help noticing him. You might say that i am not...well..single-minded. The best part is, i noticed i can still be MYSELF when it's him, i don't even care to know when is his birthday or what is he intrested in( not that i don't know he is interested in someone...) Despite Pacak Guy, he's more appealing. It's different, honestly, i feel different when i see him, it's just a short shock coming through my nerves and interpreted by my brain( science...==) I won't beg to see him everyday, because i am breaking the rules again if i do so, so i will just let it be like..."If i meet him today, it's a gift." As for Jacob-face, he's now in the lowest ra...