.The Reverse

Currently using my cousin sister's net book to type, I am using this opportunity before all those male cousins of mine start nosing in to the room for tetris battle. It was quite a fun new year this year, though i had to complete my homework. The stupid SEJ and Maths, wahaha!! COMPLETED. I got many ang paus this year, due to my birthday and also my trip to Taiwan, and my PMR results. I am trying to avoid people knowing I am going there, seems embarrass to tell them. > <. Taking ang pau was fun and funny, we lined up wishing grandma. Taking family pictures and my lovely cousin from NZ. By the way, I am allowed to colour my nails. Yeepy!! I finally saw my baby cousin from KL. Alright it's the best!!! He never stop laughing and screaming,   I told WP that he's practicing his vocal, A good soprano. HoHo. But he can be really nasty when he's angry and frustrated. He can play with handkerchiefs for almost 10 minutes.== There were no fire cr...

It's been a long time I haven't updated my blog. I had been REALLY REALLY BUSY. I will try to update the latest when i have access to internet. Happy CNY! Happy HOLIDAYS!! Owh...and Edward, Happy Birthday!=)

Owh, I just miss my old self. I am not being me. No appetite at home, dreading every time it's time for me to leave the school. Hate it when there's no tuition. Not smiling. No immune towards Pacak's presence at all, I need my friends to pinch me. I ate alot at school. I didn't care if I were to sit with a bunch of malays or alone in the canteen. I just want to forget everything that I am facing now.I cannot concentrate in class. Wish I could be sick or something. I didn't even care to out talk Angkor Wad, because that's how I communicate with him if i have to. I scared M today, WP and Xiu2. They noticed I was crying. During the assembly, my eyes were actually cloudy, I didn't want others to think i cried because of Pn.Foo's last speech. After assembly, WP said I was pale when i turned to look at Pacak.I walked in to my class, Angkor Wad sort of ask me why didn't I go yesterday. I just slammed my textbook and ignore him, though he cont...

Wow, I miss my blog. I miss everything here. I haven't been able to sleep well the last few days. Having stress, dad was extremely worried about my condition, because i kept crying, just cry. Cry before i slept, cry when i sleep, and cry again when i woke up. I talked about it to my teacher, but It didn't really help much. So, I told one of my seniors, and she said i should tell my coach. I was thinking how to tell, he would be mad because i am telling him, only now. But i didn't have to, because today,though we had a little competition, i had no full sets of questions and scripts, but the atmosphere seem to change a little, I wonder if my senior told my coach about me, Apparently she did, and my coach sort of brainwashed me, so I decided to try not to fret anymore. My tuition had started, chemistry, physics, maths, and Biology tomorrow. Chemistry was fun, but it was really really pack, I don;t know how many students are there actually, and we had to go there an hour earl...

This is it. Fish, It's this.

1st Jan 2012 MY first day of 2012 sucks. I got a message from him in the morning which made me worried so much . but there wasn't even an explanation after that. 2nd Jan 2012 I felt like vomiting when I thought of debate. I really can't stand it any more. > < 3rd Jan 2012 Back to school, finally. I was abit surprise when Pacak was called to recite the prayers, he was suppose to go to another school. Anyway, I wasn't in a really good mood whenever a pass by that place, it made me felt eerie, I used to have a point to pass by, now, I don't really want to, it's because I needed to. I was allocated to 4SC4, guess what, 7 out of 9 of 3A8 2011 Chinese are in the same class, except for Fang2 and Xiu2. M is now my classmate too. As for WP, we have been classmates for 10 years continuously. HoHo. Another treat was, My class is just next to Pacak's. No more staircase. XD, the only thing is, Angkor Wad is my classmate too, and I c...