.The Reverse

如果要将我对你的感情放一个期限 那将会是比永远多一天... 如果爱一个人需要付出 我愿意牺牲... 如果这辈子只能做一件事 我会选择爱你... 如果时间可以倒流 我希望早点爱你... 如果一生只能爱一个人 那个人会是你... 某某某 笔 2010年10月18日

2day was well...wat to say?? boring plus a little bit of fun? had a st john meeting 2day~~quite ok...at least i wasn't kill by all the "sumbody"... stayed at blok cekal the whole day..i didn't enter the class at all.. missed KH, GEO, and MATHS~~LOL~~from 2.45 to 6.30...with fish..my best friend... talking about our SECRETS..normally gossiping.. exchanging oppinions about sumthing strange yet intresting... a bit sad he didn't cum to school...lazy bone...=P relly wish he had... heard a lot of intresting things today..quite unbelievable actually.... sumthing i knowed and sumthing i never knew before... sumthing about catching fish or wat?? not sure...and about handphone... yeah...they all teased me about sumbody...LOL... hmmm...u asked me if i was jealous... actually.....i am not in the least jealous... i felt glad to know that you kept your promise ... so its ok for me..even if wat they told me is true... i don't care...i am happy with wat i had... ................

I think my secrets are out… My family noes abt it… How?? I think I noe the answer… My mum read my diary I think… Gosh… there are only two ways to read… 1)My brother told my mum my password..bcoz we bought the diaries together 2)I forgot to erase my password..i left the numbers ..shown so clearly on my diary… well...nt bad to noe that my mum noes about it... actually...i told her truthfully wat i feel about him... her lecturing was quite amusing and touching... i told her he is not relly handsome...i don;t hv the pic of coz..LOL... and she said she doesn't care about the look... she cares about that person's behaviour... thats touching...at least she didn't scold me... Actually , eversince i started my secondary life... mum started investigating me...checking me... asking me wether i like anybody or not...haha!! i was wondering if i am not suppose to be in a relationship..and i haven;t had one before... how am i goin to noe if i relly am in a relationship? mum use to tell me...

Thinking about sumone nw... i wonder wat is he doing... ..................................... texting almost everyday... waiting for tat ringing tone in my phone... can;t hide my eagerness...desperation ... patience...patience ....now........... ........................................... wat should i do now while waiting?~

Bintang Kecil was awesome today… Unfortunately…I didn’t take part in anything…no choir this year…sad… I like music theater and puisidra..nice… The part where “little kid” acted was funny…Yous was a great hit too.. Vengades was the cameraman…I hope he din take any stupid pictures of me for his fantasy… Aiman strated the whole show with his quran-reading…hmmm….not bad …. As for pandaguy…he relly is cute…he still had those black circles under his eyes… Battle of the band was relly intresting…pani’s group won…the dance was a hit… F language of 2A8 had abit of an invention of new words… And of course ……..i spoted what I wanted to see 2day… Haha…he was later than me ….hmm…later than usual… Rosanne got pengacara terbaik…same like last year..with her time machine…congratzz…. As for me …i will miss bintang kecil….definitely….

Listening to this song for the first time... a song i juz ran across over youtube..from the carpenters... quite nice and simple... old voice..but i find it's lyrics meaningful... relly wat i wanted to tell....its nice though... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We fell in love On the first night that we met Together We’ve been happy I have very few regrets The ordinary problems Have not been hard to face But lately little changes Have been slowly taking place You’re always finding something Is wrong in what I do But you can’t rearrange my life Because it pleases you (*) you’ve got lo love me For what I am For simply being me Don’t love me For what you intend Or hope that I will be And if you’re only using me To feed your fantasy You’re really not in love So let me go I must be free If what you want Isn’t natural for me I won’t pretend to keep you What I am I have to be The picture of perfection Is only on your mind For all your expectations Love can never be desi...

i wonder if it is because of chapter 13 in twilight... i have been saying that word for more than 5 times today ...at school... all because of my crazy friend...++... i think it was a hint today...a really clear hint... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 10 .10 .10......10 OCT 2010... i will always remember today... i will never forget it... i will remember those words... i was suprised that i didn't deny it this time... i just wanted to say... i love you too...