Well, I don't know what to say. Each day gets worse and worse. Debate just really destroyed my mood.Angkor Wat and the 2 other. Damn.
Some how, i should have been okay by now, but some part of me seem missing. I could go online almost every night and chatted a while with him, but it doesn't really full fill that unknown part. It's the first time I realize I miss him more than usual. Shit. Weekends and Holidays made it worse. I shouldn't be feeling like this. I was the one who had asked for it and now i should learn to be content with it.
It's like something is slipping away. Empty.Greedy.Frustrated. Disoriented. Dull. Grey.Utcut.
Some how, i should have been okay by now, but some part of me seem missing. I could go online almost every night and chatted a while with him, but it doesn't really full fill that unknown part. It's the first time I realize I miss him more than usual. Shit. Weekends and Holidays made it worse. I shouldn't be feeling like this. I was the one who had asked for it and now i should learn to be content with it.
It's like something is slipping away. Empty.Greedy.Frustrated. Disoriented. Dull. Grey.Utcut.
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