Chen Long's Invitation.
It's been a lazy and crazy week, since I am learning how to drive. But Chen Long has bugged me twice, and now I am confused how should I react. LOL
It's been too long expecting something to happen, and when it did, I panic. I have been asked to go out with him twice. The first was a failure because I had something going on, and the second one, I would love to go, as friends, i swear and of course , maybe to know him better. But mum had said if I go, it means I want to be with him. I personally don't think so.
So, now I have a feeling that I wont be able to make my own decision when the time comes, whoever it is. I might like somebody, and because my parents said something, but I might get the wrong idea that i don't like somebody. And, this is going to be a big problem in the future.
My parents have now given me the green light that I am now allowed to date guys if i wanted to. They hinted, which I have often find it hilarious. But, I doubt that leniency though. Haha.
Honestly, I don't know if I like , or even have the slightest interest in him as much as I have before. He's been so confusing, and his every move has been manipulating me. And, I really hate that, and when too much time past, you begin to doubt everything.
I don't know, but I think that I still stand firm on the fact that I might regret if i choose to pick one now. And I don't intend to be regretful of my choice.
Next Call, will be in July.
It's been too long expecting something to happen, and when it did, I panic. I have been asked to go out with him twice. The first was a failure because I had something going on, and the second one, I would love to go, as friends, i swear and of course , maybe to know him better. But mum had said if I go, it means I want to be with him. I personally don't think so.
So, now I have a feeling that I wont be able to make my own decision when the time comes, whoever it is. I might like somebody, and because my parents said something, but I might get the wrong idea that i don't like somebody. And, this is going to be a big problem in the future.
My parents have now given me the green light that I am now allowed to date guys if i wanted to. They hinted, which I have often find it hilarious. But, I doubt that leniency though. Haha.
Honestly, I don't know if I like , or even have the slightest interest in him as much as I have before. He's been so confusing, and his every move has been manipulating me. And, I really hate that, and when too much time past, you begin to doubt everything.
I don't know, but I think that I still stand firm on the fact that I might regret if i choose to pick one now. And I don't intend to be regretful of my choice.
Next Call, will be in July.
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