.The Reverse

家前面的老树，前几年早就 不成树形 了。爸年头问过我要不要砍。 我说不要。 即使只剩下树枝，那棵树有个特别的部分。我喜欢那凄凉的部分。不是因为枯叶随风而飘，是因为它有个空心的部分，也不至于叫空心， 像一大堆疤痕堆 在一起的疤痕那样。 那堆疤痕，不是一个随便的疤痕，它的形状像是一颗心。 皱巴巴 的痕迹（白蚂蚁的杰作）更是添加了那被人遗忘的感觉。永远灭不掉的的疤痕，就好象以前的他所留下的。 可后来旁边的草，我也不知那是什么草，只知道是攀升植物。巧合的是，叶子也是心形的。悄悄的攀上，靠到了里边。久了，叶子也多了，里边的那堆疤痕快看不见了，剩下外形而已。 我想，另一个人成功了。 我还是深信里头的原理吧。     后所见。忆。纯属随笔。 有点后悔没拍起来。                                                                           

Jots : 1. Mistaken our new Pengetua as a School Labourer. 2. Stood for one period listening to a teacher's speech in class. 3. I forgot all about Pacak. I couldn't recognize him at all. Gotta Reconduct. 4. Finding teachers the whole day. So, Che2 was almost annoyed by me. and Miss Ng. Thank God she's Samsudin. 5. RUdui. XD 6. Fish admitted : " My 'Mother'..." Gosh. > < 7. Told him and my friends about the dream. I cancelled out one finer point. That's abit unsuitable. 8. We ended up in circles today in the staff room. XD 9. First time I shouted your name and said goodbye. 10. I laughed alot today. Good Day ^^ PS : Kelwin, tell her if you want, Don't tell if you accept the way she is. Be prepare for any coming storm. Be smart if she dumps you. :) I only give opinions, and they are not really effective. But still, follow your heart. They will be lucky to have you anyway. =D

Yesterday morning, I woke up with that bizarre dream of my PMR results. Damn. I was back from Penang yesterday. I got sick and vomited in the car. Before that, we had to stop by at Tesco; the bridge was having a massive traffic jam. My dad and Nixon went to shop while I sat with mum for about 1 and a half hour. I really hate that stomach aching sensation. Ever since I had taken that pink pill in February, I had that problem almost every week. Even my classmate now spared a Feng Sha Wan for me whenever I need it. That doctor did say that I might have gastric because of that pill, but I don’t want to believe it. When I got home, I texted him that I had reach home and went to sleep. I dreamt of him again. I couldn’t believe that I could dream every night and two of them were him. So, I will just jot down a few points in the dream: 1. Same neighbour hood. 2. White gates. 3. Edie == Spoiler. 4. Walked home together. 5. Twitching Fingers @@?!

I am currently in Penang . Dad had made the decision that he wanted to bring us to 白衣堂 to pray.( i think so).I went in and say the prayers with them for about 15 minutes, squatting there. Then , we ate the vegetarian food prepared by them. We then continue to my Grandmother's house, I am really annoyed by that dog,Amy ( XDXD ), he's really sensitive to red, and it so happen that i wore red.==. My dad's the worst, he kept bothering that dog with that stick. That dog was showing it's teeth, and it's a bitch .> &lt; Then, we went to buy that Tau Sa Pia by Shun Heang . That old lady, with a face that never change (ever since my dad knows her), she only gave us 5 tongs even though my dad had ordered 10. Well, it's her habit . Then, lunch. One thing that i am really grateful for is that i am not staying in Penang . Why? I do become a pig by now if i had stayed there. I ate Char Koay Teow , Curry Mee , Koay Teow Theng ...and some sort of Kuih .Don't wo...

I do been listening to this song the whole day when it was 23 rd of October. It just ease my frustration. I love IU's voice, I love the melody, I love the feeling, I love the lyrics. It just let me get rid of that moment, to think properly of the situation that I am in. The tempo might be abit slow, It won't suit those that like rap songs or what, well. I just really love it. It made me cry anyway . J - -- ENGLISH -- If I turn My back like this If I Disappear like this I wouldn't come into bloom If I just look at you Like this It might be alright if I live without eyes Without looking, I see you Without listening, I hear you I'm being relieved by your breathing Just like a windflower I wish to reach you, but I can't I wish to embrace you but I couldn't Your fingertips have reached my heart Will you know after a long, long night? That our love is smilling in tears I wish to catch you, but I can't I wish to reach...

I went back to my Primary school. (After 3 Years) Today's Children's Day. ^^. First, I had to register myself at the Guardhouse, just like what I dreamt last time, but no pen's problem, just what to write, I Wrote my Chinese name(It should be in English), and I wrote my address Wrongly. ==ll, to think that I didn't even write it wrongly in any of my exams. Then, WP and I started with the canteen, the Computer room, I miss the shoe rack. Then went to the place where we used to have " Tiao Yuan ." The sand wasn't err…fertile? But the plank is still there. The students there had gathered at the hall, they have 十大守则.WOW; it's longer than Code of Conduct. Then we visited the toilet, right, it's indeed better then our school now, at least the button -flush work:@. We ran into my form teacher, Miss Teh. She's so skinny, worst than WP, but at least her taste for dresses has indeed improved. A LOT. Then, I accompanied WP to take the video of her cute c...

I woke up late, I do been dreaming about him again. I forgot what it is about. Mum had asked me if I had dreamt of falling off staircase or Taufu again. Right, she's the cause of all this mess, partly. Breakfast, mum asked if I wanted so much to be in a relationship ==. I just kept quiet. After sweeping, I texted him, just to make sure he was back to his old self. Apparently he wasn't, and the messages, it's not him. Maybe he didn't get what I meant yesterday. Concentrated to Diluted. I had to use food analogy to explain. It sounds like joking, but I know he won't stand any nonsense from me. So, maybe my temper did flare up a little, but I was sure it wasn't as bad as him, I tried to control everything. The messages I type doesn't have to be like this if he wasn't in this mood.My fault. I admit. Can I say it hurts? It does then, but I can't do anything with it, I can't tell him, because if I do ,that won't be fair. It's not even up to p...