.The Reverse

I woke up at 10 though I wasn't suppose to. I slept at 2.00 reading another novel. Reading is Dreaming with Open Eyes.  It's been so long since  I read a "straight-sentences-way-of-writing" book, and it's even a Chinese romance story. Not much of romance in it, I don't know, more of laughter. I just finished it. I bought the book in January when I was at Taiwan. It's written by spyorange ( the way she addressed herself )  橘子 . Not bad, it made me thought of a person. # I am damn so lazy to do a thing, I played Insanaquarium, now that I trespassed it in my pen drive. The junk folder. Pity my fingers. There was once where there were so many fish that I let them get killed by the alien.

I just finished my add maths. Whatever, that question. -.- Confusing sequence though it isn't. Jot : 1. Called Hazard. It was rude since I asked him that kind of question, I am really sorry. No, It wasn't really me asking. Honestly. I really mean it that I won't ask him silly questions, never again. I was just unhappy that mum actually did stand  by the door to listen to what we had been talking. She did come in with a Knock, I didn't even say OK.Don't knock then. I wasn't doing anything bad, but then sometimes I just strayed of in a chat with my friends. She do think until the end of brink. That brink, and sure enough, her hint was clear. Whatever. I have my own conscience. Anyway, I owed him a thank you. THANK YOU, though this is "not sincere" sincerely, 2. I know it shouldn't have been this way after being truthful, Damn truthful, or even being truthful. I guess my mind whirls the wrong way, gets dirty, gets rocky, and then I trie...

1. I hope my plan goes well. 2. I know it was a joke, though it's hilarious, but I do better keep that thing out of my mind. 3. I do better get out of that well,     Forget the crown,     Leave the crown.     Be Brown. It's beautiful, but I have to let it Die. # I remembered one day where One Unexpected sentence came out from him, I thought it was for somebody and scolded myself  for being such an ass, but then it was the other way round. # I was near there. =)  

I didn't know that I would one day triggered a hatred of Hazard.  I mean he doesn't seem like one who would. It's not a really big case, just that I was really surprise that he told me he hated me for a moment. Yeah, A MOMENT. Anyway, no matter what, I shouldn't have use the same way I dealt with the BIG D thing on Hazard. It was how I have always dealt with it. I seriously Thanked God that he told me honestly, and Thank You for telling me. =) I don't really care if it's a joke or something, I just know I shouldn't do that anymore.

As usual, Saturday, dad wasn't going to work. So, dad asked me to go for a swim I didn't ignore. I should since I wasn't a person who really exercise, so, I woke up at 6.30 just for a swim. I decided to leave my phone behind, thinking I won't be needing it, but i was quite wrong. It so happened that remembered that my friend will be having a test, Undang, they say. So, I borrowed my dad's phone and typed a short message, but I realised I didn't have the number. I recalled that I used to call my friend with my dad's phone, so I proceeded to the call history but in vain. So I ended up punching up the number that I could remember, thinking if I got it right. In the end, I found out I had one wrong number. Whatever, that person who received must be feeling weird why would he have to go for the Undang test ? XD I finished 10 laps within a short time, faster than usual. The Carmen boy was sharing a lane with Lim Jet and I was wondering if he was mad at me or s...

I decided to use this template for the moment. Purple for the first time. I wasn't really good in tweaking blog skins, although my friend did send me her link of tutorial and pastel blog skins that were lovely enough, but the HTML codes made it a little difficult for me. Templates are easier as they are abit simple and the Layouts give less problem, sometimes none. it suited me for I wasn't really a pro in blog designing. I am currently left with 23 minutes, and will be logged out automatically. Once again, my dad exercise his right as a father for limiting my excess to the social world. I am actually al-right with it, as long as he does not squint at what I am doing and allow me to have free excess with my socialising rights. I wasn't really happy, I felt like snapping back when Dad insisted that I should discard off my backpack-like-school bag and take a hand-carry office bag. I am so against it, I know my shoulder is abit like, what you said a cloth hanger (thou...

Nixon is giving me headaches. REAL LOT OF HEADACHES. I mean he's already 15, FIFTEEN. Doesn't he know how to respect other people's PRIVACY? FOR GOD's SAKE!!! I am old enough to think rationally, about every actions, thoughts and the consequences. I don't need any additional love-stuff-lectures in this house, or rather for my SPM year , house-chores-lectures and socialising-lectures are enough to make me go sick. Don't make me sick of my young life, don't make me sick of you, just when I have just started to trust you as if you are like my big brother, like I have always hope for one, or  that you will one day be, although we aren't in terms of age. I want you to be my brother, although you always call me chang-ying-dan (fly eggs), although you always have to prepare meals for me, you are still like my brother. PLEASE DO CHANGE, BE MATURE AND RESPECTFUL, even if it's just for me. #Don't blame me if I blurt out your New York Girl.