A little something in the last few hours of 2016

Swoosh, and 2017 is already waiting at the other end for me. Looking back at 2016, it wasn't a really great year for me, but it's still worth it to be part of it.

I have made , surprisingly, new friends that I thought we would never be. Everybody has their own story and own definition of life, trying to draft it out as best as they can. In the end, we all became part of each other's and bloom. I am really grateful for them. 

Being in Dental School is hell lot of a life. Hectic. We wake up everyday to repeat a stressful routine, but at the end of the day, we looked at our phones and there, it's the next day already. We just had to carry on with our choices. I don't wanna lie, but there are, still, so many times I was doubting myself, did i really pick the right profession, but you know what, whatever it is, just looked forward, because that is where the end is, not behind. 

Of course, i am definitely addressing my heartbreak, being who I am. You may not be my first, but you were the first i thought about our future with. I find no reason to hate you, i never did. Maybe that's a failure, haha! But yes, you made me stronger, not the -heart-as-strong-as-steel-strong, but just simply strong, strong enough to tuck all our past in 2016 and never to carry it forward into the coming year. You will be in my heart, always, there's no denying, but your memories will not haunt me again, i will, and always will try to make sure they don't. I will have breakdowns, but they will never be about you breaking me anymore, it will be about how i actually thought I wouldn't be able to get out of that pit, but i am actually on my way out. 

I can say i have only one expectation for 2017, to get through my second year of Dental school smoothly. The rest, what will come will come eventually, same to whatever that leaves.