.The Reverse

So. TRIAL IS DAUNTING!!! I am still lost in the midst of laziness and dwellings. I lost my will. Damn it. Trial is just as important as my SPM slip. What am I going to do if I don't strive ? Anyway, THE SPANISH that was suppose to be hosted my my family has finally in my school. ( 2 weeks ago). He's kind of good - looking. Ok, just still considered acceptable in the range of handsome, but not very up to it =P ( I know I am choosy ). I have been trying to talk to him for weeks, but he seemed to have develop into a  girl-phobic boy. Whatever, I managed to have a chit-chat with him while waiting for Zakuan. So, Wan Pei and Wen Hui went nuts. -.- For the day. Fish and I were stuck together like unwanted cats, and here's the photo of the day. With My Best Friend and Guille.  Last week had been susceptible enough. ( I wonder if it is this word ). First, I received my Confirmation SMS text from AFS that I am short-listed for the YES Semester Program. I AM SUPER SUPER S

It turned out alright. I am so so so so happy. All it took was just some internal wifi-ing in the blogging world. Of course we will always be Best friends ;) I was so afraid that I would forget about the 2 days in KL. So starting with a really simple and economic journeyon 5th July, we took the 5.15 MaraLiner . Somehow the journey that was suppose to be 4 hours took up as long as 6 hours. Thanks to MaraLiner that for the first 3 hours, I was still stuck in Perak, what with all the stopping, picking up passengers in Palik Buntar and who-knows-where in Ipoh. I was suppose to read up something, and manage to finish 2 thesis, and facts and figures. Thanks for the Head Light dad =) We reached at 11 plus and guess what, I slept at 2.30am.  6th July. Woke up at 6am. I have to catch the 6.41 Commuter from Kampung Batu in KL to Shah Alam. 15 stops for 1 hour. Caught the Rapid Bus and went to Quality Hotel. Registered at 9.15 am. Name tags were given in the form of masking tape, Munis wa

I wanted to talk about my two days at KL. Then, when i logged in ( finally) i think i should write about something that is more important to me than about AFS. I trust we know what's going on. First, its not a broken friendship. Its still not broken. To me. If you thinks it is. I am sorry. Really sorry because I never wanted all this to end up in this bad shape. Maybe you are right that we are pushing each other away without us knowing how far we have gone, how bad it is until now.If only you do give it a chance to make it right again, at least just let me stick back all the pieces.  I want you to know that I understand both of you as a couple. I do. I know like maybe I am suppose to comment on both of you like others did. Snickering, saying stupid stuffs about your relationship, but why should I ? When I don;t think there's nothing wrong until this stage. I think I don;t really know how to. Second, I don't have a progress to embark on. I thought I explained to you. W

First of all. Let's start with the bad. I mean why am I in a bad mood. How would you feel when one of your closest friend could not even spare you.Iron Man, How am I suppose to tell you what i really know when Iron Woman is so powerful ? Hmm. If you're jealous, fine. You know I didn't really meant to do anything to even trigger that piece inside you. Narrow minded ? I can't help reminding myself to not use some other rude words. I don;t feel like using it just yet. I can feel it. I just ignore. It might not be what you think. I know, sometimes people like me gets driven crazy by emotions and fear. Then why did you even change, I might change too, but i am sure i change in what i share with you. Why ? Was it because of my name that happened to be under your scrolling finger tips on the screen ? Out of the blue you suddenly care so much about this lame name ?  I can;t tell you how I wish you would know what another half said. It's not something bad, but just a -let-