.The Reverse

It's the last day of 2012. I will have new statuses. Eldest. Seventeen. Critical Fifth Former. SPM. I have already pack up my old school bag which I believe I will only be using for a few days. Then I'm going to switch to a new shoulder sling bag. A Newberry. Of course, I won't be using it as a shoulder sling, my dad's going to make it hand carry. That's insane. He INSISTED. T.T What's for the coming year beside taking exams? Last year as a student, last year as a Badlishan, and last year as a Prefect. Last year having to go to school. Just Be Great. Everything. I will be seeing you everyday starting from tomorrow. I will be writing your name every single day. Please be Awesome. Please be Good to Me.  Wishing Everyone All the Best for the Year.  =D

HILARIOUS HILARIOUS JUST SIMPLY HILARIOUS. LEECH IS BACK. PACAK IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK GOD!!!  As if everything is just back in my hands.  PS :  My first sentence for Syib for today : " Cikgu, BULAT dah! " =D

Today wasn't even New Year's Eve, and way way past my Lunar Birthday. I assumed it was the late Christmas Present, and Today, was the day I felt truly relieved. I just felt Relieved. After ages. The Best 30 minutes. The Best Practice. The Best Sarcasm. The Good Talk. The Best Talk. For once, I felt really glad that things hadn't gone complicated after all, and turned out better than I thought. Just felt like hugging somebody. =D Thanks Hazard. HAHA!

I wonder if there would be any improvement over the mess that I have encounter by next week. I do not wish to continue ignoring.  

Today's Christmas. There wasn't anything special. It's just another holiday. I am again back from Wai Po's House. I guess this will be my last trip before the coming CNY. Anyway, Dad bought a new camera, sort of a present for Nixon. Dad gave up on Olympus and bought a Panasonic for about 300 bucks. # Something quite unlucky happened to my relative, which was quite devastating if money means quite a lot to you. I can't really tell here and I wasn't sure what was the big deal. Although I understand Hakka but the story seems weird. # I am extremely in love.Seriously, in love and in awe with my little cousin. Pi Wan. He's almost 1 year old. Christmas eve was the best when he kept smiling and chuckling. He's simply adorable. Mum told me I would have had a brother if not for some reason. He would be as old as Pi Wan. I was wondering if I had given up hope. I am hoping, but barely.  # Every night haunt me. Whispering of mine where nobody could hear. Especial

First of all, It's sunny today. No doomsday after all. =D So, be grateful. My cousins went back to KL yesterday after staying here for a week. They have in fact helped a great deal in clearing our junk food and refrigerator, and I believed I have put on weight. I can feel the fat =D   Nixon got his PMR results on THE 19. 7A's 1B. The culprit was his mandarin. Mom and Dad couldn't believed it. They gave a bet on 5 to 6 A's. I sms-ed to 15888 around 10 to try out and see if he can get his results. I sms-ed for mine last year, but what came back was "Sorry…" . Damn, I thought it was bad. This year was different, as soon as I got the text it showed the results and I hooted out like an owl. I was the first to know his result. Then, now it's all out. Congratulations Nixon. Double E, EXCEED EXPECTATION!! Next year's my FREAKING YEAR, SPM. The Chinese is giving me headaches. It seems like I will be taking 11 subjects. Of course I don't like taking, b

Damn bored. The big boys including my brother ( he's big anyway ) all had their own gadgets to mind with. I left the PC on the whole day for my aunt, she used it for news. So when she was gone, I scuttled back and fumbled with my Tumblr Themes for the first time =D  I really like the Icons. Heart. White Spots. SnowFlakes . Waiting for Christmas. = )

My cousins from KL are here. All Boys. All the big sizes but then it's better than nothing. I'm going to get fat again after dropping from 45.5 to 44.7. Sorry, my Body. =D # It was obviously so damn accurate after what I asked from God to make my choice. It was practically shown, and like what I had asked for as a sign,  by this week . So, should I carry on or what ?  P/S : Anyway, just so glad, it started with an aloha. Ice cracked. =) # I was imagining the past. Haha! It was my very first Joke with Hazard if I was correct.    Ice. I remembered it looked like a galaxy.   I was wondering how many first are there, but everything was so funny and childish, seeing the point that I was the main reason behind the laughter. Anyway, I have decided on another thing. Great. Act Free.

I really wonder what's wrong with the communication system, 2 people have been telling me some things, having think that IQ200 was my boyfriend.  Munis asked why wasn't I in KL with the debate team. He was wondering was it because of IQ200. Another was one of my senior that I got to know through debate from Padang Serai, he too asked me if IQ200 was my boyfriend. WTH. ==. Hell Kaiser started to chat with me, lately, and frequently. Come to think that he was lucky that we were asked to write down our contact number for CK last time. I got to know that he wanted my number, but I didn't give him and asked my friend not to give him. Somehow, he got it, and legally too. My relatives are coming tomorrow. Jot : Ayumi Hamasaki is just unique. Though I really like her Ballad . She's difficult to take a good picture, different angles shows different age. Sometimes just too old. My favorite side Look =D

I am once again back from Balik Pulau. Nothing special these few days, except for the fact that Campaign Boy is back. Right, he is extremely skinny, hates milk( imagine having to  spoon-feed  milk 3 times a day ), couldn't defecate. His favourite hobby is now walking throughout the house, screaming, and digging everything within reach with his super finger. Rolling emotions. Shit. Without Facebook in Penang, it wasn't that bad, it was suppose to be a distraction. Actually, I have plenty of time to think about being , me. Stupid and ridiculous imagination kept haunting my mind every night. I was so afraid of loosing what I have. I couldn't sleep till like hours in bed before I drifted. I wonder if what I said was right about the seasons , it's just so true that if I was the one who had been aware of this since months ago, why would it bother me so much. I wanted, badly, yet reluctantly at the same time, get out of the dwelling and hoping that something that wa

# It's so weird having to stop myself -.- # I really need to check on myself, haha, just realised that Sawano's name appeared somewhere before, no wonder it seems familiar, but then, thanks to Youtube, the recommendation this time was great. PS : LIVING JOHN's Car, the name. I wouldn't have believed if his face hadn't loomed out of it. HAHA!

One of the best things displayed in 14 Living Story. Heart. I AM FINALLY BACK FROM PONDOK UPEH. Finally. I went there last Saturday at about noon. This time, quite surprising, non of my little cousins came back, so no shouting, and dad was extremely happy of the peace in the house. I did the sweeping everyday which has always been my favourite thing to do over there, and as usual, dad would cook many-something, it's something, but to me it wasn't just something, so, I ended up in the kitchen for the whole afternoon everyday. Shredding the onions and garlic were the usual, preparing 30 to 40 prawns leaving their flesh, which I didn't even eat, the bayams, preparing enough plates of rice and enough pairs of  spoon and fork,washing after every meal. Mom went shopping with her sisters at Gurney together with my maternal grandmother. She bought a shirt for me, from SEED, red with the word  bonjour, a ribbon  and the  mustache.  Mom said it's for the coming New year,

I went out for the Life of PI yesterday. My dad said he wanted to watch, so I followed. My dad and brother complained of sea-sickness, haha! I was fine, and enjoyed the movie. That Tiger was frightening, Richard Parker XD Owh, and Meerkats, I didn't know the ratio of the size to human. I prompted dad for Twilight, I could watch for another 2 hours, but my family are anti-twilight. Wth. I started to get out my erhu. Mom and dad started questioning what happen to my practice. Well , my erhu teacher is busy with their Orchestra National Competition. CL too. XD The sound was terrible, for not taming it for months. It didn't rust, thank God. I had nothing to do this morning, and practised. I scrolled my list and found a really short song that had been there since last year. It was one of the songs featured in my friend's blog. So, I tried to played it with my erhu, I tried to find the correct pitch, it was G. I tried to find the score in the Internet but then there wasn't