.The Reverse

Christmas Is Over, meaning a New Year is going to be here soon. 2013 had been great, awesome in fact, with so many surprises this year and heart wrenching moments as well, which i will never ever forget and labelled it as life lessons. I had been spending my last whole week in Penang. I love that town, Balik Pulau. 1. I finally met my 2 year old cousin, Pi Wan. OMG. HE IS JUST SO DAMN CUTE that i eerily wish he is my son already already. Haha! The way he tried to mimic his sisters blabbering, calling me GuGu and all, though i corrected him and he instantly corrected himself, the way he jumps up frantically like he's in shock whenever i come, never running away from a big cousin sister like me. Happy Birthday Pi Wan! :) 2. I went around the Whole Balik Pulau in fact. There was one spot at the paddy field where you could see 10 eagles soaring high up together to prey for the egrets. There's a newly build Horse Station at Sg. Burong. I SAW A REALLY TINY PONY. Too tiny in fact

Came back from KL. Dance Practice for YES2014 was awesome at the Temple of Fine Arts at Brickfields. My group did Ribbon Dance. My group members were great too. Stayed with Angie hosted by Priscilla's house. We had such great and funny moments. I remembered the day where I got lost with Angie in Mid Valley, and how we dress up in the midnight just to take picture at the Christmas Tree. Thanks so much for the highly expensive Christmas present, I really love it. And the picture of course. We chalked my hair, OMG. Our conversations, not pure at all. They were so unprofessional that they screwed up my hair, haha. Me : How can you do that to my hair, he's my dearest. Prisci : Why ? Me : He's my Hubby Prisci : How was your first night then ? Me : So Hairy Still, We realised we have all the same friends all around us, be it in school or DP. So, just move on then. I still get sad sometimes, damn it. But i feel awesome all the time,  because DP was just too aw

All these emptiness is haunting me. Technically, Post-SPM life should be wonderful, but it wasn't what I expected. The first few weeks was fun, outing with friends. Penang Trip, Hunger Games, Dating with my friend. Gradually, Its time to get back on track, focus on my trip to USA. There's nothing wrong about the preparations about the trip, though I admit that there were still some complications which was inevitable. I have been dying to tell my parents that everything was a lie. Their lies. What with ABC things that I can do after my SPM, but it looks like i couldn't except for one thing. Going out with friends. That is the only one they agreed because they took that experience away from me many many many times that I hate it so much, because every time I have to lie to my friends, pretend I didn't get the invitation, or vaporise myself from all the fun. The major one, KDrama. OK, i know they are bad stuffs, but they are just for the sake of entertainments. Don't

SPM. It's OVER. I don't really want to think about it actually. At least 3 months from now. And I will have to start preparing for my trip to the USA. So, yeah. I just do not know what to say. Just, I 'm glad it's finally over. And i really hope it's FINE. Mind me sharing some pictures? Since I am lazy to really write back all the stories. The below will tell. Traditional Day. The first picture when we bang into our teachers.  My fellow Indian friends. I got my Punjabi from them by the way.  Last day at school before SPM. My fellow comrades in the same Bilik.  Our favourite Stair Dad's Birthday.  

Exactly ONE MONTH before SPM. HOHO. And I just started locking myself in the room straight after dinner. I don't know if this is too late. So, October, Please be with me. So some simple Jots. 1. Choir Gathering. Due to our terrific sales, and money management, we can afford to have quite a different Gathering, just what Miss Edna wanted, no fast foods, and different ambiance. Prepare the Awards that Miss Edna always reminded, and performance of When I was Your Man. The day before it, WP, KuKuMeow, Dharshana and I went for shopping. ( MY FIRST SHOPPING, LOL ) Straight from the school right after our Trial. We comb the bags, shoes, accessories. We finally have a Guess Purse for her, and a Bracelet. PASTEL ;) Lovely. 2. Orientation Day aka A MUSICAL DAY. Hah! It was Miss Edna's wish too. She wanted to cut short next year's audition. ( Of course, we have extra budget ) It was a pinky event. Full of songs. It might be our last event. and i am totally going to miss it.

Its September. Then We have October. Soon it's going to be November. it means SPM. I figured out that the only way I can make my way through next year is to have excellent, I mean SUPERB grades, which won't be achievable if I keep on being idle. Being like this, because I only have 3 A+, which is really not sufficient, and really difficult for me to go on to apply for scholarships. It sucks, I know. What to do, serves me right. So, It means I will be neglecting my blog. I will write soon. Wish me luck!! Till Then. ;)

I am left with 10 days before Trial. I am dead for sure. Haven't revise alot of subjects, the killing Sejarah, Chemistry, Biology, Physics. I didn't even practice Accounts and Addmaths. Its just suicidal. Eventhough I shed tears in front of M.Gooi ( unexpectedly, because she "provoke"my weakest part in me), it never change a thing. What i wish was that I won't have to care so much of my result or worry that I won't be able to give acceptable reasons for my horrible grades. Let s say, since that slap when I was 7, i know I have to get good grades, uptill form 3 i do it for myself, though its harder to hide that you are doing it for your parents as you get older. In form 4, I loss it. Totally. I don't know why do I have to be good, yeah, for my future, don't have to worry about life. this that, carefree eternity, but thats not how I want to achieve it. Maybe its my fault that I hadn't been able to solve my dillema. Too late. I lack the will. And,

So. TRIAL IS DAUNTING!!! I am still lost in the midst of laziness and dwellings. I lost my will. Damn it. Trial is just as important as my SPM slip. What am I going to do if I don't strive ? Anyway, THE SPANISH that was suppose to be hosted my my family has finally in my school. ( 2 weeks ago). He's kind of good - looking. Ok, just still considered acceptable in the range of handsome, but not very up to it =P ( I know I am choosy ). I have been trying to talk to him for weeks, but he seemed to have develop into a  girl-phobic boy. Whatever, I managed to have a chit-chat with him while waiting for Zakuan. So, Wan Pei and Wen Hui went nuts. -.- For the day. Fish and I were stuck together like unwanted cats, and here's the photo of the day. With My Best Friend and Guille.  Last week had been susceptible enough. ( I wonder if it is this word ). First, I received my Confirmation SMS text from AFS that I am short-listed for the YES Semester Program. I AM SUPER SUPER S

It turned out alright. I am so so so so happy. All it took was just some internal wifi-ing in the blogging world. Of course we will always be Best friends ;) I was so afraid that I would forget about the 2 days in KL. So starting with a really simple and economic journeyon 5th July, we took the 5.15 MaraLiner . Somehow the journey that was suppose to be 4 hours took up as long as 6 hours. Thanks to MaraLiner that for the first 3 hours, I was still stuck in Perak, what with all the stopping, picking up passengers in Palik Buntar and who-knows-where in Ipoh. I was suppose to read up something, and manage to finish 2 thesis, and facts and figures. Thanks for the Head Light dad =) We reached at 11 plus and guess what, I slept at 2.30am.  6th July. Woke up at 6am. I have to catch the 6.41 Commuter from Kampung Batu in KL to Shah Alam. 15 stops for 1 hour. Caught the Rapid Bus and went to Quality Hotel. Registered at 9.15 am. Name tags were given in the form of masking tape, Munis wa

I wanted to talk about my two days at KL. Then, when i logged in ( finally) i think i should write about something that is more important to me than about AFS. I trust we know what's going on. First, its not a broken friendship. Its still not broken. To me. If you thinks it is. I am sorry. Really sorry because I never wanted all this to end up in this bad shape. Maybe you are right that we are pushing each other away without us knowing how far we have gone, how bad it is until now.If only you do give it a chance to make it right again, at least just let me stick back all the pieces.  I want you to know that I understand both of you as a couple. I do. I know like maybe I am suppose to comment on both of you like others did. Snickering, saying stupid stuffs about your relationship, but why should I ? When I don;t think there's nothing wrong until this stage. I think I don;t really know how to. Second, I don't have a progress to embark on. I thought I explained to you. W

First of all. Let's start with the bad. I mean why am I in a bad mood. How would you feel when one of your closest friend could not even spare you.Iron Man, How am I suppose to tell you what i really know when Iron Woman is so powerful ? Hmm. If you're jealous, fine. You know I didn't really meant to do anything to even trigger that piece inside you. Narrow minded ? I can't help reminding myself to not use some other rude words. I don;t feel like using it just yet. I can feel it. I just ignore. It might not be what you think. I know, sometimes people like me gets driven crazy by emotions and fear. Then why did you even change, I might change too, but i am sure i change in what i share with you. Why ? Was it because of my name that happened to be under your scrolling finger tips on the screen ? Out of the blue you suddenly care so much about this lame name ?  I can;t tell you how I wish you would know what another half said. It's not something bad, but just a -let-

Simple Jots 1. I DROPPED out of top 10, ended 16. WTF. 2. AFS State level interview ended last Tuesday. I hope I did well enough to make it to The national level. 3. The star is still in my pencil case, which I was surprise it didn't got mash up -.- 3. Going to have a sale on Sports Day. Dorayaki, Pudding. Please make A good sale. i really want to help my team get some profit so that they can have a good year . 4. I am getting really hectic. Fear.

I don't know what to say with my parents, war again. I ended up being the victim. Though I don't really care. Practically, I have been trying my best to tune her out, and I think I fair well in that. I wasn't trying to be ignorant, I did everything immediately as told. These aren't  messing up my mind. Not really. I couldn't find somebody else except my new Indian close friend in class. Sort of. As he always give sharp comments and critics, with his style of course. So, he thinks I should have a talk with them. That wouldn't be necessary. They didn't do anything that crossed me out. Anyway, thanks, S =) I think I would just leave it out for a moment. Since I am allowed to always bother you for help, I would appreciate that. =D Mum's comment filled my mind once in a while. " Don't lie to your parents, not even when you are dating." Of course, she means me hanging out with my future boyfriend if I have any without them knowing. Ser

I just came back from SJAM CAMP 2013- Fantasy In Reality. I am mixed up with all sorts of feelings. They are all in a jumble. They are all mashed up with what I saw, what I did and what I know. It sort of makes me feel like I am being the bad person. I was just saying, somehow bad fits in. Day 1 (30th May) The first day was like dying. Fish got injured as well. I was in paramedic with Wan Pei and we tried our best to help her. The campers were literally not in a mood at all. There isn't much to say about them. Wan Pei and I spent most of our day trying out all the station games. I think that station was terrific, scarring the juniors out of their wits. LOL.In the evening, we stayed in our dorm, singing songs that we know.  At night, we helped out Munis And Pravart with Night Games. We planned out our maze carefully. We came up with rules, and ideas about crawling. Penalty for each dead ends. There was one group that manage to find another way to reach the end. we were shock but

16th May 2013 Exam has started, I am now left with 1 week. History, Accounts, English, Malay, Mathematics and Moral ended, half-tragically. I really didn't study T.T It has been a Long time since I last dreamt, and I had one. Which was murderous. Some sort of political demonstration against the government, The supporters each holding a knife, and as a token of support, you must let them slash your skull softly. However, there was one women that came at me and started slashing mercilessly with that CHOPPING KNIFE on me. It was, I don't know, Nightmare. As for Teachers day yesterday, there was practically nothing. Except for the games, we didn't enjoy as much as the teachers, of course. Chemistry 3 is on it's way, Thank God I managed. PS : My dear friend,Ping, Chit Chat does not mean interested. =) Its call "bonding" and being polite. and, I am not blind. Relax. =D 24th May 2013 I AM BACK. HOHOHO, EXAM IS OVER. Let's say, I think it's gonna s

5th MAY .THE DARKEST DAY OF MALAYSIA. THE DIRTIEST GENERAL ELECTION EVER! I was so sad when BN was announced the Government, once again. I was praying hard that PR would win. Even if I don't really know much about Politics, We still care about Malaysia. It was my first year where I was so desperate about the election. I never really care about Politics, all I know was BN was a bullshit. Now, it's different. Thanks to social media and awareness, they blew some into me. I got to know al these things through the net. SILVER NITRATE FOR THE INDELIBLE INK .   Ellou, brother, All nitrates are soluble in water la ... -.-  Dad was practically patronising the TV, Computer, Phone. Same goes to some of my friends. It was heartbreaking when I stayed up pass midnight for a new spring in Malaysia. Lucky for Penang, they rejected BN firmly except for Balik Pulau. and really, Malaysia is now govern my TNB ( Tenaga Nasiaonal Berhad ) the last thing we need is "light-out" during c

Its the voting day tomorrow. 5th May. INI KALILAH UBAH! XD If only I could vote now. Imagine what would happen if students can vote. BN will crumble like pastries. That day when I was on my way back from tuition, I told my dad sentimentally: " Imagine your daughter voting with you in the coming 5 years." Old means Old. Haha. HAC is dawning. However, I have things on my mind. It was LKL's case. With the new scandal which I have no idea where it blasted off. The thing is, Miss Gooi knows and that means shit as the person who spread the news was Black Heart . I can't believe what she said to her. It wasn't even half true. I am not mad, but frustrated. Miss Edna knows something as well, How can both of them not compromise each other with latest gossips. -.- So, I confronted him myself. It wasn't that bloody after all. Owh, enough of the scandal. Talking about M,Gooi. I don't know why I always landed up being screw up by her. Sort of like, a student th

GUESS WHAT? 9TH MAY. EXAM -.- I AM STILL NOT PREPARE AT ALL. I am totally out of my time frame. All this schedule thing is driving me crazy. School homeworks are a lump and yes, Homeworks are VEXING enough. =P I think I am gonna do badly this time, what with all the distraction i myself couldn't get over it, ( I mean entertainment), and choir. I love choir, but i think it's because i couldn't manage my time properly that i am really in a hustle. I couldn't master the conducting movements with all the ictus and techniques, making sure that everyone can see you. I must be really sure of all the parts, which I don;t think I did put enough effort in that though i am trying my best at it. HAC is on the 7th and 8th. First day will be royal day, and the second, I will be taking a sijil for getting 10As. Like I said, All As is easy, put 10A+s is really hard. Though I gave up Mandarin, I still haven't reach my goal. All my marks except for Accounts, Moral, Physics and

6th April  So, Grandma will be staying with us for 1 whole month. I guess we have to put up with her exotic little brain sometimes. I couldn't help but be annoyed when she just couldn't accept the fact that she's wrong, well, I don't mind teaching her. haha. As for my Wai Po, I wish I could see her, she's not feeling well. Something was sort of wrong with her face. It wasn't right. I really miss her. Get well soon. Love you so much. I didn't really congratulate my cute juniors officially for getting the third in the competition. They were having their celebration at Giant today but I could't make it. =( Owh, and i think they really did reconsider my advice on giving a surprise. Good. I really hope they keep it up as I don't think I am going to be with them already. Somehow, there's still a restrain some where. Above all, something inside me sort of disappear. I am really really grateful for it. It's like who I used to be. Being the

March 28. Been almost one week that I didn't have any updates. I was really busy, yeah, busy watching VD as well as attending tuition classes. So, I hadn't really done anything that was beneficial enough for this week, except indulge myself in Hot Damon Salvatore, haha! Jots : 1. C team made it unexpectedly into the semi-final, and I am really proud and happy for them. I didn't exactly help them like what Black Heart thinks, but still i do feel really happy because i did help a little bit. Oh, and IQ 200 needed serious aid or what, i mean yeah, he; in sort of a critical status but still, please pull yourself together sometimes, don't always be moody. Angkor Wat decided to help in the end, and thank god he did, but i think it was against part of his will or maybe i decipher what he told me wrongly. Good luck in it anyway. 2. Ok, Jeong Xin has some crazy theories of his. Which I was trying to deny by being denial, of course. He wasn't even correct. I don't b

Back again. Things moved on and got the better. My friend had upgraded his partner to : My ... ok, My best friend had been Vaporised, so we call her Vapour. Miss Vapour sound nice. XD Oh well, It was so full of caramel. (Hey, my monitor's so full of them, and enough of your bragging.) Haha! Back to school results, I got really really low marks for my Physics and Account. ( Cek Ditendang doesn't exist .. XD ) My English, it declined. Section A was only 30, I wonder what happened to my elaboration. I absolutely enjoy my friends' essay by the title Plastic. Haha. One was Simple yet "Volatile" enough, and the other was simply smashing.  " I was paralysed when the girl touched my hand.." "..and we fell together and kissed mouth to mouth..." Gosh. XD I learned a few words myself, and realised that I can't count on Intan for Grammar. I really have to master it. Overall, I NEED TO WORK EVEN HARDER. Congrats to my Cousin, 3A 1A- for

OK. I HAD REALLY REALLY SETTLE IT. I can feel it, this time, I felt extremely light and happy. =D So, all this bad mood didn't originate from him, you know, it was because I hadn't been able to to my best friend what I wanted her to know, There wasn't really anything at all, and I was sure about it when I talk to it to her. I admit I was so damn afraid of it all, but I feel that I really had to tell her. I don;t think I could drain in everything what Black Heart had said, and fortunately, I didn't. It felt good, I could finally be so sure for once, and permanently too. No, seriously, I can now tell Black Heart face to face that I really did not have any stupid feelings for him, as in .. Oh well, It all took only one month to settle, and I do thought that that thing was why I was so upset, and it turned out that it wasn't. Haha! =) YOR, WHY YOU NO TELL ME AR ? haha! OK, now that that's settle, there's one more thing. HEM! OK, don't think I don'

So, I am back from HELL. Ok, well, my exam sucks as usual. Guess I will have to face all the odds when school reopens. And, yes, I really felt like HELL. I mean, I just came up with some stupid aspiration. I WANT TO HATE MY FRIEND. First, it would make me FEEL LOADS BETTER. I HAVE BEEN SUFFERING SO MUCH I WISH I COULD TURN OFF EVERYTHING INSIDE ME. Being Damon is really difficult. I don't want to anymore. Haha! SO it doesn't really make me lose a friend, but I will have an extra enemy, which means more company. I want to build up that ugly side of me. I wonder how hard will it be? Of course what I mean is something like snapping and ignoring my friend. UNTIL MY LAST DAY. I don't mean to transform it into a burden, just some distraction. I TOLD YOU I WOULD RATHER SPEND MY TIME THINKING ON HOW TO HATE YOU EVEN I HAVE NO IDEA BECAUSE I NEED SERIOUS DISTRACTION. I deleted everything. The WHOLE conversation. I don't want to have anything of it meddling up my unstable

One week of exam. WAHAHA! One more week to go. All those tough subjects, SEJ, BIO...blabla..anyway. PHYSICS WAS SHIT. REALLY SHIT. Physics, thanks for slaughtering me. Miss Edna saw me and asked how was my exam, I have to shake my head, and Tan Gim Seng said that Physics was easy. URGH, IT WAS THE WORST PHYSICS PAPER EVER. Anyway, Hmm. Ok, not much to tell about those things. He realised that I was hiding ? Was I ? I don't think I was, I was merely incompatible to the situation, after all it's the exam week too. I think Hazard sort of sorted out all the things for me. And it was totally acceptable. I knew without all the telling. It wasn't hard to interpret  you weren't hard to read. About being the CF case. OK, sincerely I thought it was just between us, but now that it's a different case, so I gladly accept it. Not because I wanted to pull out from the picture, just it makes me feel better and easier for me to ignore what I want. And the song, my friend recomm

When I say one, it means I want you to tell me it has always been one. I don't want to know if there's two, because to be frank, I do care about numbers a lot, as in this case. Numbers are superstitious enough. So, please say that there's only one. I remembered I said something about not making it into three, I did manage that part. So now it's for your part, I want you to have only one. So, I am definitely quitting. I don't think it's call quitting, maybe shutting down ? Though you know I already am. I did not regret over what I had done or said, so give me a break or something. XD Even though sometimes I couldn't help but smile at those stupid little things, for instance, CO.CO. Haha! =) I really had forgotten that white is considered a colour. I know it's limited, I promise you I will make it limited. It would be easier for you too. I was wondering why you said I am not blind. I couldn't figure that part out. Can I put it as I know you can'

So, my Great-grandfather passed away on the last day of New Year. I didn't even see him before he left. the last time I visited him was last CNY. All because of his other shit sons, If you don't want to take care of him PROPERLY, just say it out loud and you don''t have to care a single bit, It's all because of you "some-shitty-sons" that he had to leave the world miserably, he must have wish to die rather that to be mistreated by you asshole. ( Ekherm...) Exam is COMING. I AM DOOMED. It is A DOOM. I didn't complete everything and it's as bad as shit. By the way, just some jots : 1. The ridiculous rule of the 4.2 hair is now compulsory. I can't believe that my friend was serious about it that he cut it the next day. I couldn't possibly say it;s ugly because it's not, but its very for him to act cute now that he looks more pitiful. Haha. 2. I want to say : WALAO. /.\ Fish and her case, getting more and more intense, WooHoo!! XDXD P

On the Day where the LTDL thing happened, I think it was really lame. Stupid Traffic Jams. Whatever. Simple Jots as usual =D 1. I know it wasn't the truth. Why ? Because I know I don't deserve it and I don't want you to lie too =) 2. Mr Lim had said something. Choice ? Haha, I don't think there were any choices to make, yet. I had already out cast them. Just for the sake of doing it. 3. SO, you really did listen to my advice. Good for you. No persuasion needed too. As for the honey as well as goose bumps, you said you will try to reduce it. Please, Don't try. 4. I found out who Naqib really is. ==. You win. 5. Oh please, I wish I don't have to know it. =D I want to buy ToTo. I am so sorry if I appeared when you didn't want me too. Haha! 6. Of course, Ed. I told WP about the stupid thing we did, typing 10.00 to 10.30 as the clock ticks. Haha!. Thanks. Sorry, because I was using you as a distraction for the moment. You wouldn't know of course.

It's been a few days and I am back here again. It's shit, allow me to announce this great news : 11 days before Exam. WTH. The "Miao Hui" was fun last Saturday. I walked for at least 4 hours over there, completing every route there is and in order to go back to Butterworth, I had to walk to the Jetty in Penang, and take the Ferry back. I enjoyed it although it was still the same as the year before, as this year, I had a camera and took some awesome pictures with my brother, it's rare of him to even take a nice picture, and I really like the one where we were posing in front of the Dragon head. I met the Street Art Artist, thought of taking a photo with him, but it was really really to pack to even go to him. I gave up the idea instantly. I didn't see Lim Guan Eng this year too, hope to see him next year. Definitely make it there next year. I would love to go with my friends, but I am afraid that isn't possible as one of the reason is you have got to WALK

Chinese New Year is considered over in my house. All of them went back including grandma. She followed my aunt back to KL just to stop her from worrying about her old house in Jelutung. Now, the house is finally empty again, and the TV will be back to its state  as disitar. Whatever, I don't care about the TV. It wouldn't make much difference anyway. Back to school tomorrow. T.T This is tragic. I hate school now, when I am 17. Yes, one year older close friend, you got your way. Grandma's birthday was yesterday, and I really do wish for her heath and GOOD MEMORY. Her memory is really going downhill and worse. She couldn't even remembered whose Daughter am I. Anyway. here goes the usual.. 1. I have a really really strong feeling that my friend is trying to avoid something which practically couldn't be avoided at all. I think that's ok, but really, I think they should just give her a rest or something, i can predict a sudden eruption in my friend, although I

I recapped. Yes, I am sorry I did. I was trying to leave it, but I didn't. It was all very easy to get over everything. Very Easy, but he still hit the real point anyway. Damn it. I don't think I mind really much because hadn't it been this way all this while? You said you're trying to protect me.Thanks, I know and I appreciate it. ( it sometimes even curb away the bad feelings. =D ) However, it won't change a thing. Never, until the time when it's simply all over and out of it. You said it was all very simple, no crosses, no chains. You said my eyes couldn't be right all the time. Let me just remind you, it's just isn't possible that all the eyes in the world are all wrong. I don't know how you know , I don't really want to know. It's all just my fault . I am sorry. I suppose it had added to your burden. I don't want it to be like this for you. I hate myself being like this to you. One more thing, you don't have to even us

Dixon and Cindy left for Ipoh today. So it’s just left with us all, the Carnivores. Haha! I had finished Vampire Diaries Season 1. Really, are there always Werewolves when there are Vampires ?  Yeah, Damon loved Katherine, and I think he knows he had fallen for Elena. Whatever, why does Stefan have to be so easily influenced and gets jealous ? == The other's are leaving tomorrow, left with Pin's. Haha. The fun will soon be over.  I found a picture. One that I had almost forgotten. It was,  I don’t know how to say, weird because we were standing together, not even a war erupted when I thought back.  I wonder how had it happen so smoothly. You won’t know which picture anyway, you don’t have to worry, I was just reminiscing.  It wouldn't even matter =)

11 th FEB 2013 Chor Ngee =) I went back to Balik Pulau. I got double Ang Paus as New Year always reminded them of my Birthday. =)  I wore something like a frock in the form of a skirt, and a white T-shirt. It was all very plain today and I love it. Kelwin was obsessed with my accessories, my necklace, my bracelet, anklet from Taiwan, my Henna Art XD He kept touching it , I would have slapped him if he wasn’t my best cousin from my maternal side. Ed just told me that we had around 75 text messages, which was quite surprising as I didn’t think it was that much. Speaking of texting, Hell Kaiser is getting on my nerves, He is to me what Vetagen is to me now. He do better stop before I really hate him. After dinner, I had a fun time with my cousins, playing fire crackers and the sizzling one plus Dinosaur Eggs  ( They even threw it on top and we had to run for our lives , they even put it in the exhaust pipe of my father’s old car. ==) No Pop-Pop of course. I don’t care if pl

10th FEB 2013 Chor Yee =) I changed into the a simple Red T-shirt and white shorts. All of my relatives reached my house for the new year, except for one in Switzerland and One in New Zealand.   My birthday present from my dad reached today. HENNA , mine cost RM 25. I took a picture of it too =D My friend commented on my very-casual attire on New Year. I don’t have dresses, sorry, and He’s annoyed by the fact that I don’t have one. I don’t really wear dresses, haha! Though I would have love too. I'm halfway through Season 1 of Vampire Diaries. Damon is really pitiful. Which in such ways that  Damon is really more realistic, reliable, stable. Stefan is just dead-good-puppy-guy, which is why I couldn't really feel any empathy on him. I can’t help it, Vampire Diaries is sort of COOL. XD I see you in Damon Salvatore ,my friend. Haha! I really think I was good in understanding you ,quite well as in this case. It was a permit so that people won’t get awkward. Wasn'