.The Reverse

March 28. Been almost one week that I didn't have any updates. I was really busy, yeah, busy watching VD as well as attending tuition classes. So, I hadn't really done anything that was beneficial enough for this week, except indulge myself in Hot Damon Salvatore, haha! Jots : 1. C team made it unexpectedly into the semi-final, and I am really proud and happy for them. I didn't exactly help them like what Black Heart thinks, but still i do feel really happy because i did help a little bit. Oh, and IQ 200 needed serious aid or what, i mean yeah, he; in sort of a critical status but still, please pull yourself together sometimes, don't always be moody. Angkor Wat decided to help in the end, and thank god he did, but i think it was against part of his will or maybe i decipher what he told me wrongly. Good luck in it anyway. 2. Ok, Jeong Xin has some crazy theories of his. Which I was trying to deny by being denial, of course. He wasn't even correct. I don't b

Back again. Things moved on and got the better. My friend had upgraded his partner to : My ... ok, My best friend had been Vaporised, so we call her Vapour. Miss Vapour sound nice. XD Oh well, It was so full of caramel. (Hey, my monitor's so full of them, and enough of your bragging.) Haha! Back to school results, I got really really low marks for my Physics and Account. ( Cek Ditendang doesn't exist .. XD ) My English, it declined. Section A was only 30, I wonder what happened to my elaboration. I absolutely enjoy my friends' essay by the title Plastic. Haha. One was Simple yet "Volatile" enough, and the other was simply smashing.  " I was paralysed when the girl touched my hand.." "..and we fell together and kissed mouth to mouth..." Gosh. XD I learned a few words myself, and realised that I can't count on Intan for Grammar. I really have to master it. Overall, I NEED TO WORK EVEN HARDER. Congrats to my Cousin, 3A 1A- for

OK. I HAD REALLY REALLY SETTLE IT. I can feel it, this time, I felt extremely light and happy. =D So, all this bad mood didn't originate from him, you know, it was because I hadn't been able to to my best friend what I wanted her to know, There wasn't really anything at all, and I was sure about it when I talk to it to her. I admit I was so damn afraid of it all, but I feel that I really had to tell her. I don;t think I could drain in everything what Black Heart had said, and fortunately, I didn't. It felt good, I could finally be so sure for once, and permanently too. No, seriously, I can now tell Black Heart face to face that I really did not have any stupid feelings for him, as in .. Oh well, It all took only one month to settle, and I do thought that that thing was why I was so upset, and it turned out that it wasn't. Haha! =) YOR, WHY YOU NO TELL ME AR ? haha! OK, now that that's settle, there's one more thing. HEM! OK, don't think I don'

So, I am back from HELL. Ok, well, my exam sucks as usual. Guess I will have to face all the odds when school reopens. And, yes, I really felt like HELL. I mean, I just came up with some stupid aspiration. I WANT TO HATE MY FRIEND. First, it would make me FEEL LOADS BETTER. I HAVE BEEN SUFFERING SO MUCH I WISH I COULD TURN OFF EVERYTHING INSIDE ME. Being Damon is really difficult. I don't want to anymore. Haha! SO it doesn't really make me lose a friend, but I will have an extra enemy, which means more company. I want to build up that ugly side of me. I wonder how hard will it be? Of course what I mean is something like snapping and ignoring my friend. UNTIL MY LAST DAY. I don't mean to transform it into a burden, just some distraction. I TOLD YOU I WOULD RATHER SPEND MY TIME THINKING ON HOW TO HATE YOU EVEN I HAVE NO IDEA BECAUSE I NEED SERIOUS DISTRACTION. I deleted everything. The WHOLE conversation. I don't want to have anything of it meddling up my unstable

One week of exam. WAHAHA! One more week to go. All those tough subjects, SEJ, BIO...blabla..anyway. PHYSICS WAS SHIT. REALLY SHIT. Physics, thanks for slaughtering me. Miss Edna saw me and asked how was my exam, I have to shake my head, and Tan Gim Seng said that Physics was easy. URGH, IT WAS THE WORST PHYSICS PAPER EVER. Anyway, Hmm. Ok, not much to tell about those things. He realised that I was hiding ? Was I ? I don't think I was, I was merely incompatible to the situation, after all it's the exam week too. I think Hazard sort of sorted out all the things for me. And it was totally acceptable. I knew without all the telling. It wasn't hard to interpret  you weren't hard to read. About being the CF case. OK, sincerely I thought it was just between us, but now that it's a different case, so I gladly accept it. Not because I wanted to pull out from the picture, just it makes me feel better and easier for me to ignore what I want. And the song, my friend recomm

When I say one, it means I want you to tell me it has always been one. I don't want to know if there's two, because to be frank, I do care about numbers a lot, as in this case. Numbers are superstitious enough. So, please say that there's only one. I remembered I said something about not making it into three, I did manage that part. So now it's for your part, I want you to have only one. So, I am definitely quitting. I don't think it's call quitting, maybe shutting down ? Though you know I already am. I did not regret over what I had done or said, so give me a break or something. XD Even though sometimes I couldn't help but smile at those stupid little things, for instance, CO.CO. Haha! =) I really had forgotten that white is considered a colour. I know it's limited, I promise you I will make it limited. It would be easier for you too. I was wondering why you said I am not blind. I couldn't figure that part out. Can I put it as I know you can'