It's almost the end of March. I admit it's been some time since I wrote something. This time, something brought me back here. Bear with my whining and negativeness again.
It all started 4 months ago. There's just this person that i realized just changed. Not to say ( let's name that person Alice ) that Alice wasn't like this at all, but she went to the extreme that I can't take it anymore.
Busyness and desperateness changes people. I Alice was just so so so so so busy that she just stay quiet. I feel like I am interacting with a zombie or something. We could go by a day talking not more than 10 sentences.
Secondly, i know she's busy, I am busy as well. But do you really have to make things so clear like you will only help this department if you're only in your department. Things don't work like this, this is not some kind of attitude we should pick up. Yet you portray this, even when our leader gave the orders before, to help other departments when we are free. I can't believe you just pretended it's not so much of a big deal. You only care about things that matter to you, or would affect you directly. Don't tell me you came and help at the end, that's already like when the "mandat" was already given. Plus, it's not like you stayed for extra time either.
Busyness and desperateness changes people. I Alice was just so so so so so busy that she just stay quiet. I feel like I am interacting with a zombie or something. We could go by a day talking not more than 10 sentences.
Secondly, i know she's busy, I am busy as well. But do you really have to make things so clear like you will only help this department if you're only in your department. Things don't work like this, this is not some kind of attitude we should pick up. Yet you portray this, even when our leader gave the orders before, to help other departments when we are free. I can't believe you just pretended it's not so much of a big deal. You only care about things that matter to you, or would affect you directly. Don't tell me you came and help at the end, that's already like when the "mandat" was already given. Plus, it's not like you stayed for extra time either.
Thirdly, I know you don't get the best things here. That's normal, because you are away from home. Nothing beats home. Like the food you ordered, the caterer can be late, but come on, people send it here all the way to your doorstep, its not a 5 star, it's a 5 ringgit meal. The food is dry, i would rather have the other. Man, the caterer is just a normal family trying to get some earnings, they didn't go and train to be professional chef , of course there's always a certain degree of inconsistency. They can't be as good as the one at home, the way they prepare is different, can't you just accept that the style of cooking is going to differ by region. Maybe is just me being oversensitive about it, but hearing it so frequently really irritates me. I don't know, it really does.
Fourthly, can you at least communicate with your close friends. Don't let us assume every single time. I usually inform where I am going but really, like 90% of the time we seriously don't know what is going on in your mind. We always have to assume your whereabouts. God, do you even exist at at all.
There are just like so many things. Please don't just assume like everything is just fine. Busy, you're not alone, wanna sleep early ? we all do ! Gosh, please just realize this !
There are just like so many things. Please don't just assume like everything is just fine. Busy, you're not alone, wanna sleep early ? we all do ! Gosh, please just realize this !
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