I thought I will never get over the grief of losing Edward. In fact, after a month, and after the unexpected birthday wish, I found that I had forgave him. I realized that he is now, only a friend to me, not best friends, but still friends. I miss him at some times, but mostly if I saw the name on shoes and a few others. Like today, I saw his brother again. I thought of him immediately. He's working and he got fatter. XD

I said before that I got a silly hobby, looking at handsome guys. A and Jacob-face. I wasn't that crazy about them. But there's one person that I sincerely have an interest in him. . Not the " interest" , but the normal interests. The first time I saw him, he gave me a different impression, like it's a spark, he doesn't know me, but I know him. I might have a crush on him. But I know where and what I am. When I see him, I won't give the kind of reaction when I saw A or Jacob-Face, I will only be happy and grateful, I have not fall for him. But he has a girlfriend, I know that girl, and I am happy he's got that kind of girl. I don't expect him to even know me, I just think he's nice and cool…XD

And speaking about Jacob, I don't have one that plays the role of Jacob.haha. Jacob….hmmm. I don't need him anymore. I wanted very much to have somebody to think about. I miss that feeling. My emotions and thoughts occupied by that person. It is risky, but I found that I will get to learn something new. I wanted to bother about someone, even if I have to cry and be utcut for him. I wanted to lie for him, I wanted him to be mine to care.

I have to control my urge for something.

Comments

  1. WanPeiFebruary 21, 2011 at 7:36 AM

    hah!! who's d "he"!!

    T~T u n yuzi had tried d feeling of miss, luv n etc., i still nvr try tat.......T~T

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  2. YuZiFebruary 22, 2011 at 10:11 PM

    u SAID u wana reject all those...?

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  3. SuzanneFebruary 23, 2011 at 3:07 AM

    wan pei~haha~~you will have your turn~~XD

    yuzi~~REJECT? Did i ACCEPT anybody?~~@@?

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  4. WanPeiFebruary 24, 2011 at 8:37 AM

    suzanne: dun kckc ignore my ques~~ who's it?

    ReplyDelete
  5. SuzanneFebruary 24, 2011 at 10:37 PM

    huh?~ secret person~

    ReplyDelete
  6. WanPeiFebruary 26, 2011 at 4:30 AM

    well....dun 1 2 tell me anythg dy.......

    ReplyDelete
  7. SuzanneFebruary 26, 2011 at 4:57 AM

    huh?~

    ReplyDelete
  8. WanPeiMarch 3, 2011 at 8:02 AM

    hng.....wat oso dun 1 2 tell me dy....

    ReplyDelete
  9. SuzanneMarch 6, 2011 at 7:43 AM

    sorry lo~~muackz~~9 i nie u dun wan la....u wan the oter de)

    ReplyDelete
  10. WanPeiMarch 8, 2011 at 12:46 AM

    wat?? 9 i nie??

    ReplyDelete

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