New Template. Purple.

I decided to use this template for the moment. Purple for the first time. I wasn't really good in tweaking blog skins, although my friend did send me her link of tutorial and pastel blog skins that were lovely enough, but the HTML codes made it a little difficult for me. Templates are easier as they are abit simple and the Layouts give less problem, sometimes none. it suited me for I wasn't really a pro in blog designing.

I am currently left with 23 minutes, and will be logged out automatically. Once again, my dad exercise his right as a father for limiting my excess to the social world. I am actually al-right with it, as long as he does not squint at what I am doing and allow me to have free excess with my socialising rights. I wasn't really happy, I felt like snapping back when Dad insisted that I should discard off my backpack-like-school bag and take a hand-carry office bag. I am so against it, I know my shoulder is abit like, what you said a cloth hanger (though I don't think it is, I would even be willing to take on a bet if he were to get 10 girls randomly and compare our shoulders). How can you expect me to live through one year with a hand-carry bag. The number of books that I need to take everyday ( if I am a good and obedient girl ) is like a mountain.

I was so fed up this morning that I vowed to save up my money from now on and get an Ipod Nano of my own. The newest version after the Nano  is RM 1000 plus, and Nano is half the price. I compared and think that Nano would be enough for me.

I am so hating my life right now, I want to be lazy all the while. For the first time in the morning, I spammed my personal diary for 4 pages, and it was the first time I realised that my main objective for studying has only come down to taking exams and not get scolded by my parents.

This is SHAMEFUL enough for me to admit.

I didn't know that I would one day admit to myself that my axis of studying was all just for, EXAMS. I hate this form of me. I should be having fun reading. Sometimes, I was so depressed I was thinking if academic wasn't what I wanted,or rather, where I should be heading. I really should think about what I want.


Jots : There are always some time where unexpected things happen. They can be so unexpected you didn't even dream of it. I am grateful for what I have been asking myself to do all this while. It seem to be a good practice. Although it hurt in the beginning, but it soothes me in the end, telling me it is al-right to loose some thing. just some kind of things. I must be grateful for him putting me through all this =)

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